all abt mai life

2008-05-30T00:22:00.006+08:00

"year after year, twenty-something women come to New York City in search of the two "L"s: labels and love. Twenty years ago, i was one of them. Having gotten the knack for labels early..i concentrated on love."

-------Carrie Bradshaw

the friendships. romance. high-end fashion. touching moments. funny scenes..

it's official.

i absolutely ADORE Sex and the City!!!!<3

2008-05-12T14:59:00.003+08:00

it's been ages since i last sat at home and rot! and i LOVE this feeling. esp. on a hot sunny day like today! best to be coped up in my room with the aircon on while i type here on my laptop. gosh for a moment, i felt like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex & the City. HAHA.

anyway disclaimer: this is going to be a rambling sorta entry so just skip it if u're not into utter randomness. haha.

haha went for etrial test in the morning & i'm embarrassed to reveal tt i only passed 1 out of 5 practice papers!! DIE. realli must buck up. my test is just one week away! but srsly i wasn't that bad cos each time i fail i fail by like 2 marks. during the test i peeked at those sitting next to me OMG its like RED MARKS with the huge obscene word 'Incorrect' repeating itself over & over again hahaha.

anyway, i think i'm really running out of things to blog about. haha just finished painting my nails a barbiedoll-pink. i conclude that i srsly suck at anyth that is vaguely related to art! thats because. this is my 2nd attempt at painting! took like 1.5 hours last nite to paint it. on top of that, i had this burst of inspiration to DRAW FLOWERS on my nails. HAHAHA. turned out disastrous. i couldnt' stand it aft looking at it for less than a day. -.-

OHyar was going to talk abt the video i rented ytd. its called The Jane Austen Book Club where chrcters of this bk club are actually crafted from chrcs in jane austen's novels. i love the story and how the characters relate to Jane Austen's characters when looking at their love lives and deciding where to go from there. not a movie wif an outstanding plot or exciting cast but i guess its good enough for a lazy afternoon at home (: anyway i srsly feel inspired to read all her books now! :D

well..i've saved the best for last. GUESS WHAT PPL! im.gg.to....JAPAN!!!! :D hehe initally the agreement wif mom was tt she will only bring me if i had gotten a scholarship. but now she decided to bring me whether or not i get it. the only difference being me forking out $500 in the event of me NOT getting it.(which looks pretty much the case right now). BUT BUT. i'm really excited still! will be gg for 5D from 3June and will be staying in Tokyo. i realli must start saving now if i wanna get all the KAWAII STUFF FR THERE!!!(: anyway i heard we are gg to be staying somewhere near Mt Fuji for a day so it seems like i just might get a chance to do a SPA!!! in the mean time i'll try to pick up some common jap phrases which i shall use there!

CANT WAIT. :D

2008-05-02T01:32:00.008+08:00

i had a GREAT wed & thurs! (=

went MOS on wed nite with siying, js' cousin ashley and like MOST of my guy frens namely chris, jiexiang,jingxian and..WAIKIT!!! haha so shocking rite it's himbo's first time clubbing and with us!so sad though sharon couldn't join us cos she was WORKING! WAT BAD TIMING RITEEEE..

anyway contrary to belief, i'm NOT a party girl okie. just had to put that disclaimer cos ppl always think i am one lahh.lol ok but even then, i enjoyed myself thoroughly last nite. music was like old-school with hits like mambo no. 5, pretty woman, lucky, macarena etc. HOHO totally dig this sorta music! and for the first time we actually danced on the podium all thanks to chris! haha he is 1 high person to club with. so funny lah half way, he sorta got chi dou fu by this guy who kept dancing in front of him! when sy and i were dancing there he was totally disinterested can HAHAHA.

so basically we danced from 11+ to 2+ straight without stopping! omg my knees & toes were seriously killing me aft tt cos i was wearing pretty high heels! next time i noe better. must wear flats or smth to really enjoy grooving to the music! :P

am totally looking fwd to clubbing with this bunch of ppl (plus sharon) again soon! (=

anyway,fotos will be up as soon as SY and JS send them to me ok!

ok on to thurs which is today! met stanwin at cine to catch 'Over Her Dead Body' which is a romantic comedy starring eva longoria.heh and true to its nature, the show rocks! i just LURVVVEE watching such shows lah.(instead of shows like..Untraceable. haha)

aft the show, we went ecp to grab smth to eat (so malu can. my stomach was already rumbling during the movie but i insisted i'm not hungry haha) decided to intro pos to Old Town Cafe, the one which is opened by mark lee and jack neo. the coffee is LOVELY! :D so anyway, we sat there for quite awhile and talked & camwhored while waiting for our food to arrive.

haha cant tell rite. mr act dao actually does like posing for the camera despite his STERN EXTERIOR. lol

ok so aft tt we just chilled on the beach. luckily it was a windy nite so it was pretty nice just talking, listening to music, see stars...haha anyway to cut things short, i enjoyed myself today overall as well! :D

2008-04-30T01:48:00.003+08:00

116 words

Speed test

LOL WAIKIT I BEAT YOU!! :D

ok random..hahaha

2008-04-25T23:20:00.005+08:00

today's the last day of FHA 2008. feel so sad! :( will really really miss working with the interesting spanish exhibitors, trying to act busy with esther, gossiping about the irritating william and koping food during lunch break!

was supposed to end at 4pm today but at 1+ most of the spanish exhibitors had already started to pack up. during that time, we managed to interact with quite a few of them and they are realli realli such lovely ppl i tell u! decided to take photos with them to remember this cool experience hehe. when they were leaving, they gave us the spanish goodbye which is to air kiss esther & i on both cheeks. HAHA we felt so sophisticated doing that man since both of us nvr did that before. one of them even took our hands and kissed it! gosh so gentlemanly! and initially when he took our hands, we were on the verge of pumping it up and down and shaking it furiously le -.- LOL so asian of us.

mr professor x! haha ok tts not his real name of course but its my nickname for him cos he looks like the xmen character (: anyway i personally think he's pretty charming lah on top of being friendly and humorous! haha he gave us each his namecard and invited us to go Spain when we are free since "its just 15 hours flight away" HAHA gosh i would LURVE to visit spain someday seriously!

mr i-think-i'm-in-love-with-you! haha i dunno his name but thats what he said to me one day. he thinks he's in love with me. LOL! anyway he's also another friendly guy who nvr fails to give us warm smiles and winks upon seeing us!

the pretty spanish ladies working at the fair! gosh i LURVE the 2nd lady on the left's outfit. its realli very chic! :D oh speaking of outfits i was so flattered today! cos one of the spanish ladies asked me where i got my top cos she tot it's realli pretty! :D

mr charming!! (= this is my 4 days spanish eyecandy at the fair! ain't he cute? aprie thinks he looks like a soccer player. haha but then again, so many of them look like soccer managers to me. LOL.

anyway, took a cab home aft the exhibition today cos they seriously gave us SO MUCH STUFF! red, white wines, brandy, cocoa powders, biscuits, meat spread, olive oil..wah realli realli overkill!well this reminds me of smth that esther and i noticed. some singaporeans are realli SUPER kiasu and disgusting okie. they can just keep coming over and over again to our booths just for the free gifts! there's this old ah pek that comes like twice a day at least to take our paper bags and nvr fails to throw away our brochures aft tt! he even had the audacity to qns us for the lack of variety of free gifts! -_________- ohoh and there's this another guy working at the exhibition? after the spanish exhibitors left, he immediately went to their booths to SWEEP UP all the freebies he could find and hide it away in the storerooms! SOMEMORE ARH he kept going back ultra frequently to make sure no one touches them. YUCKS RIGHT! esther and i seriously find him ultra disgusting man.

overall, i think i was really really lucky to get this job. esther told me that out of all the exhibitions she has worked, this is really the best! not just cos of the freebies (haha) but also because of the super super friendly supervisors and flexible job scope. she warned me not to expect the same for my upcoming exhibition at Suntec next month. LOL yup i'm prepared for that and actually, i'm just too happy to get another exhibition job(: hopefully i get to try my hand at promoting stuffs this time since at FHA 2008, i honestly did nothing. haha and while slacking sounds good, sometimes the boredom and lack of things to do is really unbearable. i rather have something to do.

so after the exhibition, i had a MAX outing at changi airport T3! (: wondering what MAX is? haha it stands for May.Aprie.XinHui! cool rite i only found this out today after maysze told us both hehe. so anyway, since my hp batt died i had no way of contacting them and even though both of them said they would arrive at 545 and 6 respectively, i still had to wait half an hour-.- haha but its okie.

after that, we decided to go to Swensens for a scrumptuous meal! :D shared a frosted chocolate malt icecream aft tt, just like the previous time we had swensens together (: anyway, chilling out with the 2 darlings nvr fail to brighten up my day!( even though i was already in high spirits before that..) we talked just about everything under the sun really.

and of course! after the chatting session, its time for...CAMWHORING! (:

(= my darlings and i!

in all i had a FANTABULOUS DAY:D

2008-04-23T20:07:00.010+08:00

hola! coma estas? me llamo xinhui. mucho gusto! (hey how are you? my name is xinhui. nice to meet u! :))

today's the 2nd day of work at FTA 2008 and unlike the first day. it wasn't as happening HA. thus time passed SUPPEERR slowly. my partner, esther, & i kept checking our hp times to see if its time to knock off! LOL but luckily i brought my camera today! took fotos of my work place and also the yummy food exhibitions during my lunch break:P

although it feels boring when we have nth to do, my job still rocks cos we get to sample so much yummy stuff! haha and guess wat? esther & i were so bored we decided to write down the list of things tt we tried today and this is wat i came up with:

spanish biscuits

spanish red wine

australian beef

mushroom soup

belgium waffle

bulgogi

gelato

japanese rice

meat spread

onion rings

german sausage

turkish sweet

pennyslyvania cheesecake

cheese

korean seaweed

HAHA coolness isn't it! LOL. :P ok but don't say that we did nth okie we do have stuffs to do as well! job scope includes providing info abt the spanish exhibitors, giving out brochures/free gifts,taking business cards & also other nitty-gritty things to help out.

it's only my 1st time doing exhibitions but i really really hope it will open doors to future opportunities! its really great meeting all sorts of people. and i LURVE working with the spanish. they are really such humourous ppl u noe! kept teasing us cos they noe we cant spk their language. LOL and and my colleague & i both agree tt so many of them look really charming, esp. in those business suits HEHE.

ok shall let the fotos do the rest of the talking!

official staff!((:

me sitting at my booth counter! hehe doesn't it look great? personally i feel the spanish booths look 1 of the best since the colour is so outstanding and bright! very easy to find. haha.

my colleague esther & i~

the picturesque view from our glorious counter LOL.

the image behind our counter. haha alot of things but still looks pretty neat and orderly rite! those stacks and stacks of square things are our brochures. feel free to have one! hehe (:the view on our left. which is actually the Turkey section. haha this booth sells sweets and esther & i kept eyeing those long strips of sour sugary sweets! :D

the view on our right! this is the nutrexpa booth which promotes chocolate powder, meat spread, honey etc. haha the kind ol' man there gave each of us a bottle of honey! oh and the 2nd stall( right side) is the one where i tried my first glass of young red wine! wasn't as terrible as i thought. learnt smth today! the spanish exhibitor taught us to hold the glass at the bottom not only cos it looks elegant but also to prevent our body temperature from spoiling the taste of the wine (:

bundle of spanish biscuits given to us FREE by one of the spanish exhibitors!!:D hehe more than enough to last us till FRI!met up with sharon during lunchbreak and we decided to roam the halls! RAHHH! hahaha see we look super happy(:Mr I LOVE BRATWURST! this guy is super cute! he wears a tag tt says I AM ANDY! dun u think he looks like some good jolly o'l fellow? tts the feeling i get! he gives such a bright smile whenever we approach him for those yummy german sausages. hehe oh and i reckon he is the guy on the left when he was younger? HAHA.SUPER tender-yummy-delicious-gastronomic Aussie beef! gosh it totally melts in ur mouth. DELICIOUS!

rows and rows of sweet delicacies!

lotsa cheese! haha but honestly speaking? i think i still prefer my kraft cheese. heh YES NOOB I KNOW but i realli still cant appreciate this kinda true blue cheese still! it can differ from type to type. the spanish goat cheese i tried ytd rocks but the creamy cheese thingy i tried today was JUST PLAIN HORRID. *belch*

LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THE FISH! haha at that moment the thoughts running through my mind were along the lines of " omg just think how much sashimi we can get out of that huge salmon! " (=

loads and loads and loads of SHELL FOOD! *gasp!! MY ULTIMATE weakness! oysters scallops clams...u name it they have it! i love them ALL!

....and lastly..GELATO! the way he made it reminded me of the way we do it at Ice Cream Chefs. lol but i think its different cos his end-product is not some meshed up ice cream but smth tt looks like a pretty cake. THUMBS UP definitely! :P

haha ok so i guess that pretty much sums up my work cum food experience at the 2nd day of FTA 2008 (:

P.S but the best part of the day? it came in the form of an A4 envelope where i received my confirmation for nanyang business school! (: just seeing the word "future undergraduate...successful.." makes me so happy! hehe no longer need to worry about not getting an interview anymore!

hasta luego ppl! CIAO! (:

2008-04-22T22:45:00.005+08:00

hola bueno dias ppl! (:

actually i have nth much to say today other than i LOVE my job to pieces! :D

haha after working for the spanish booth, im suddenly very interested in learning spanish! thus bear with all my random spanish phrases which i'll throw here and there heh.

anyway am too tired to blog about my day but shall take photos to share with you guys soon.

Te quiero con todo mi corazón~! (i love u with all my heart)

HAHA being random here but LOVE U ALL! ciao!

2008-04-21T22:08:00.008+08:00

$money not enough.

yayness i'm finally going to work tml! :D super looking forward to it after having slacked for SO LONG.my poor account's realli becoming much thinner after i stopped working! anyway, my job is to be an exhibition stand hostess at singapore expo for this hotel & food fair thingy starting tml till fri. read about it in the newspapers today and apparently, its a really huge event! it's going to occupy halls 1 to 7 and i'll be in hall 2 mending some spanish food booth? haha sounds cool isnt it!

anyway may was supposed to work with me but to cut the long story short, it didn't work out :( LUCKILY sharon's going to be at the exhibition too! it's pretty last minute really cos tt damn services (as may so 'fondly' refers to..) needed ppl so i told sharon about it. she's gg to be doing data entry at hall 5 i think.hopefully can meet up during lunch or smth!

haha initially i thought stand hostess means i have to wear some weird outfit or smth. but to my surprise, they told me that the attire is all-black corporate! and knowing me.. i realli dun have such outfits so i have to buy them! so sad rite. havent start work then must spend already. SIGH. the story of my life. haha

well, hopefully this exhibition job opens up more exhibition job opportunities! at singapore expo. since its SO NEAR my hse! :D

council campfire

2008-04-20T01:48:00.016+08:00

council campfire

went back to tj today for the 32nd SC's council campfire. wow..seemed like just awhile ago that we were there as the 30th elects and now we are already grand seniors! seriously felt kinda weird to be termed that since we really aren't that old okiee!

anyway the turn out was pretty good(for the 30th anyway..) and i was glad to meet up with so many of them and also the juniors. seems so rare that we are all able to gather cos the guys are in army and the girls are working... rushed down after singing & keyboard lessons and reached slightly after 7. was quite surprised that the event hadn't started actually but then again, things not gg according to plan is really quite normal since we encounter that all the time during council term.

luckily i brought my camera and was able to take fotos! :D

my lovely direct junior karina (=

chiobu teacher & chio-er bu teacher with her chicken rings LOL!

juniors+senior! :D

cheryl & i

stephy!
aaron & i!

april babies (:

haha ignore our sweatiness here cos we just did mass dance! gosh its only been less than a yr and we have forgotten a bigggg part of the steps!! HOW SAD LA! and i thought the drills we went thr during council camp will ensure we remember those moves for the rest of our lives hahaha.

with maylee miss poh and claire! haha xt & i were feeling sorta hungry at this point of time since we din have dinner & the only food that they served were chicken rings & some wang wang rice crackers!

look! the juniors' group flags. i thought it was a pretty good job actually though i cant remember exactly wat my group did during our council camp. okay at this point of time the campfire commenced. it was a harry potter theme thus our tix for the evening was actually some train pass to hogwarts on the platform. haha oh yx was damn mean! when she saw the tix, she demanded to know where the platform was & this junior took her complaint very seriously and said smth along the lines of "oh sorry i'll go ask around" LOL

juniors going through their reflection session aft the campfire. lol i remember that council camp was mainly about reflections seriously. after any activity the seniors will want us to reflect if we have done well, think abt wat can be improved and wat we have learnt etc.

start of the tekaning session!

solemn atmosphere cos the mass dance test is in progress! gosh i totally remember being like that too. dressed in the black council shirt tugged all the way into the black fbts with my geeky specs and standing wif my arms behind my back. lol just tt nite alone we repeated each mass dance like countless times! guess it'll be a long nite for them as well lol...

well so tt basically sums up the council campfire for today. aft tt we decided to go to siglap hk cafe to chill and chat (:

an attempt to capture the beauty of my alma mater (:

ikindamissschoollife...

once a 30th councillor, always a 30th councillor<3

back in action.

2008-04-18T00:49:00.004+08:00

hey you! (whoever is still reading my blog lol) im back!

wow it's been rather long since i last put up a post and even then, it was all the nonsensical personality tests which i did to kill time while sitting in the staff room. so anyway, i can't say for sure if the blog is back in action for good since i always do things at the spur of the moment. and lose interest just as quickly too haha.

well for those who haven't been in contact with me for a suppeerr long time, now's the time to ask me out! (since i'm currently working really infrequently and thus have lotsa time to spare lol.) so anyway, was contemplating whether i should do a run down on the events that have passed since the last time i blogged properly, but i guess that will take pretty long..

yup anyway, lets start with ytd. i finally met up with samuel after a long period of..i dunno, avoidance perhaps? shan't go into details about it here but im glad i decided to stop running away and instead meet up with him to have a heart-to-heart. finally told him what's been on my mind all these while, am glad that he was receptive and also forthcoming with his thoughts. so yes, i would say it was a good meet-up. well..while we may not be the best of frens, at least we are starting somewhere which is good (: after all, it's a pity to lose a friend after having known him for like practically 6 years..

ok so that was ytd and on to today. thurs is KICKBOXING DAY! i always look fwd to that since its the only time i'll actually get a decent workout. haha yes i know, nag at me all u want but i just find it hard to start jogging or smth. to be honest, I HATE IT. yup so that's that. haha and if u want my views on this weight matter, i frankly find it irritating that the guys around me are able to lose weight so easily! (YES ITS YOU TAIWAIKIT) on a sidenote, himbo here is seriously looking more and more like an alien lately (acc to sharon lol) since he has a big forehead but practically non-existent cheeks!

well as usual, kickboxing was fun and beneficial and aft tt, went for dinner with sharon sy and stan. HAHA eh i suddenly realise their names all start with the letter 'S'. ok random -_- anyway before my kickboxing today, i caught Untraceable with sharon. its been a long time since i last caught a movie! hmm and while may thinks its a great show, i think its pretty much mediocre lahh. i would much rather watch Definitely, Maybe or The Other Boleyn Girl. am anticipating Sex & the City and Made of Honor so much!! :D

LOL. so anyway before that, i went for the sph internal scholarship interview. qns were typical and expected (eg. why do u want to take up this course etc etc.) but when faced with that, i was still feel rather stumped. thinking back when i went thr the sph internal interview 2 yrs ago, i was really much more confident then. i guess at that point of time, there wasn't much decisions i had to make but simply study hard and hopefully, get to do wat i always wanted to do which is mass comm. naturally, when faced with the qns of my future plans, i could ans confidently as passion is not smth u can fake. haha so back to today. for those of u who know me, u shld know that i've decided to study business (and maybe accountancy). but honestly speaking? im not sure if thats what i wanna do. sighh..while im glad that i got better grades than i expected, i realised it opened up a whole new spectrum of possibilities and that is really giving me a headache.

haha ok i think it must be the lack of regular blogging. i realise my thoughts are everywhere and there isnt realli a chronological flow in events here even as i'm typing. gosh do i sound like im in a rare emo mood? HAHA im not! im in a i-dunno-how-to-describe-it mood. so yup.

anyway tml's meet up day! gonna meet up wif stan & px for lunch at kovan (OMG NEL. yes i know may is grinning tt its finally my turn to go her area haha) and dinner with waikit and council ppl at my fav place at nite-SIGLAP! (: in addition, i'll be starting a part-time job as tutor assistant tml in bedok. wish me luck guys!

haha okay. shall blog again when i feel like it. ciao!

2008-01-17T11:21:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Pet is a Cat

You're both aloof, introverted, and moody.
And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed!

What's Your Ideal Pet?

Your Scent is Strawberry

Fun, flirty, and fresh.
You're a complete sweetheart that makes everyone smile!

What's Your Girl Smell?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

random quizzes

2008-01-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

You Are an Ice Cream Cake

Surprising, unique, and high maintenance.
You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it.
You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!

What Kind of Cake Are You?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

You are a Balanced Babe!

You're direct and to the point, but never dramatic
You've got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone
But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood
Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way.
You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Are You an Alpha Female?

Your Style is Classy

You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit
You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe
For you style is looking like a million bucks...
And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe

Is Your Date Fashion Style Classy, Sassy, or Trashy?

You Will Be a Traditional Bride!

You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional.
You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young
And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown.
It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name
While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern

At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent

You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet

Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

retail therapy

2008-01-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

who says money can't buy happiness?

was talking to a cab driver ytd and he made some comments about where i live and the size of the houses. then he went on to talk about the GIGANTUAN houses at Andrew Road (near SBC) and how its rubbish when ppl say money can't buy happiness. he feels tt its just a saying for ppl who dun have the money to experience the happiness. lol i tot about it and sorta agreed.

to a large extent, money CAN buy happiness (haha this sounds like a gp essay OMG) and tts why today's a significant day. i experienced this certain adrenalin rush when i finally took the plunge and bot the yummy pair of heels i saw at pazzion ytd! oh my gosh I LOVE IT. i have never felt like this before. the moment i don the heels, i felt like...a new woman. a confident, sassy woman. HAHA! and i could just feel it in my bones tt i shld get it.

ermm although it cost a whooping 69 bucks, i couldnt just ignore the inner desire within me to geddit. my subconscious seemed to be nodding to the heels and saying " yes ur the one babe" HAHA! but wait! before u say tt i was impulsive, i wasnt OKAY cos i reserved it ytd and thought about it for one whole day.

the moment i saw it, i consulted my fashion guru miss may sze who agreed tt i shld geddit aft i told her how i felt. (haha but she was probably the wrong person to dissuade me since she herself recently purchased an 89 bucks ZARA stilettos. hoho.)

more significantly, i bot the heels wif my own savings using NETS for the FIRST TIME! haha that felt good. after buying the heels i think i was radiating with happiness lahhh..and I JUST LOVE telling may sweets abt my purchases since her replies nvr fail to affirm my retail decisions hehe.

so anyway, it was a good day. hopefully tml will be good too since im gg kbox wif chris, jye shyang & siying! :D

P.S now i have the same problem as may sweets. shld i tell my mom about the heels? lol.

2008-01-13T16:36:00.001+08:00

watching the world go by...

perfect way to spend a lazy sunday afternoon. chilling with may sze whom i havent seen in AGES! sipping a cup of starbucks coffee (my fav!) and just updating each other on the latest gossip and whats been gg on in our lives.

its funny u know. cos we werent in the same cca or class but our friendship started off with the simple act of smiling at each other in sch lol. from then on, we progressed to become great friends! lol and its amazing how we can just talk bout anything and everything from the very first time we had a conversation. was discussing what types of cars we think suit each other and we came up with a decision. a pink volkswagon for her, a red one for me and a lime green for aprie. just think how cool it'll look! o_O

meeting up with her again on tue evening to attend this coffee thing at starbucks lol. oh and most prob gg to meet up wif may lee on sat or smth:D

ahh this is the way life shld be<3

singing and me

2008-01-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

yeah i can finally do lip trills!! (:

today i shan't blog about working but instead i shall tok about my 2nd lesson at music clinic. today's lesson is diaphragm training and i have been feeling quite excited about it. for ages i have been singing in this airy and powerless way which implies a lack of diaphragm usage! so anyway the teacher lynn taught us some breathing exercises today the 1st of which was belly breath which means we gotta inhale thr our mouths for 5 counts and exhale wif a hiss sound for 8 counts.

the next one was THE KILLER for me. you guys might be thinking its some chim stuff rite? but NO! any retard can do it! im serious. this exercise is called lip trills and u basically gotta pierce ur lips together and just let them vibrate. SOUNDS EASY RITE? indeed it is cos so far, everyone i have asked from my icc collegues to my brother can do it!( but i was confident my bro could since he had been known to do lots of stupid stuff in his early teens like moving his ears etc. haha) anyway, i couldnt believe i couldnt do smth tt made me look as retarded as this exercise! so after my lesson ended at 5 i have been practising till now..(yes as im blogging my lips are vibrating nonstop) SO! its true! i can finally do this!!hahaha i have never felt so happy and relieved to do smth silly looking man. oh well but im determined to get it right if it means improving my singing techniques.

lol i realised i blogged an entire paragraph about the lip trills. well for the rest of the lesson we had pitching and hearing exercises and we learnt a new song by jacky cheung called wo zhen de shou shang le. its a GREAT SONG. i love it also because the mtv stars JERRY YEN!!! woohoo wat can be better than that! :P so anyway the 4 of us students took turns to sing and lynn commented on our singing. her comments for me was tt my singing was totally straightforward and lacked feelings. i was shocked cos i really really tried imagining tt im a heartbroken soul pouring her heart out! i guess the image only stayed in my mind but did not register in my voice sadly):

anyway, its only been the 2nd singing lesson but im totally loving it! (= cant wait for the next lesson on sat. in the meantime sy and i will be going to kbox SOON to practise! CANT WAIT :P

dual income

2008-01-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

ok maybe im being slightly ambitious; i gotta admit having 2 jobs in a day is really tiring.

right from the start, today proved to be a more fulfilling day with 4 lessons waiting for me to relief. 1 sec 2, 2 sec 4 and 1 sec 5 class. it was the same noisy sec 2 class again tt i had taken ytd and true enough, they didnt steer away from their innate characteristics of being ultra rowdy. now i understand why teachers do go crazy at times yelling at students to keep quiet. it has indeed proven to be quite a handful, as i have now experienced. so anyway the sec 4 classes were generally ok.

as for the sec 5 class, i had mentally prepared myself for a difficult time as the age difference is simply non-existent. however to my surprise most of the students spent their free time constructively by doing their homework and talking at audible levels, yet unlike the bunch of 14 yr olds. well i have to admit it was kinda weird though having a bunch of sec 5 boys in the front row STARING AT ME doing whatever i was doing. when i qns them about doing smth, they answered cheekily, " teacher, we doing smth wat. we watching you" -_____- ok tt was quite nerve-wrecking and at first i had wanted to stare them down but i failed miserably; i couldnt help it. i burst out laughing. haha ok its damn loserish i know but wat else can i do! so anyway, they started asking me qns like how old i was, whether i was attached, wat schools i came from etc. etc. some of which i answered while others i avoided or appeared mysterious, esp. the age qns. i din want them to know i was just THAT much older than them! but then again, they were convinced tt i am 18 or 19.

so anyway, the day ended with a pleasant surprise-school ends early at 1230 on fridays! (: (: haha yes i know. how slacker-ish of me but be it student or teacher, having a break on fridays is always welcomed isnt it :P

after school met chris at ikea for lunch. i had long heard about the famous swedish meatballs there and had been dying to try it. and true enough, they tasted HEAVENLY! on top of tt, we had the salmon salad and chicken wings which were totally to die for! hmmm a great meal always makes me happy and this works 100% of the time. (=

when nite came, i went off to ice cream chefs wif anticipation since it has been 2 weeks since i last worked! was really happy to see the familiar purple sign upon approaching and within mins, i had started to scoop some ice cream to eat (: i realise smth, after working there, i have almost never eaten ice cream outside of working hours lol. anyway, around 8pm i commented to my co colleague that it seems kinda empty for a friday nite to which she replied for me not to jinx it. TRUE ENOUGH, 30min later we were SWAMPED with customer after customer such tt i simply could not find time to talk to jingxian and siying who came down today. (my apologies!) anyway, probably cos i havent been working there for so long i kept making mistakes today! felt so embarrassed..oh well i must redeem myself tml nite when i work again. so anyway, today's shift was exceptionally long as the last few customers only left 40min after our closing time. and yes i got stuck with mop duty!! ): tt totally sucks cos i was already feeling super duper shagged but the optimistic side of me reminded me tt i could tone my arms while doing tt (: so yup i persevered till 12 and finally went home feeling exhausted but accomplished.

how can i not when i managed to earn almost a hundred today? :P

fat pangs

2008-01-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

this is bad. im getting FAT!

a typical day for me consists of eating and
sitting at my desk for hours without moving hence the growing muffin
top/life
buoy/blubber/excess meat/FATS around my stomach! sheesh its getting
worse. i
realise this is a common problem that sharon and i have. we just
cant stop
eating!! ): oh no and i had plans to lose 3-4 kg this
yr!
what's worse is that im resuming work at
ICC tml nite which equates to FREE ICE CREAM which is a temptation tt i
could
never ever resist. OH NOOOO...
HOW NOW BROWN COW!?

SOMEBODY SAVE ME.

my 3rd day at school

2008-01-09T12:34:00.000+08:00

hi world. i realise its been an awful long time since i last blogged. well..its not cos there's a lack of interesting things going in my life but more like..there was so much gg on that i couldnt find time to pen all those events down. well lemme see, there was prelims and a levels which came and went (thankfully!), and of course prom nite..not forgetting my taiwan trip with the peas which was uber fun.

hmm after partying for the last 1 mthplus or so, its back to reality. one simply cant just live each day waiting to play or go out and have fun or shop. there's just so much you can do anyway. besides, it starts getting kinda mundane even for a shopaholic like moi. SO anyway, the current highlights of my life wld have to be my 2 superb jobs which include a part-time job at ice cream chefs (as many of you know already since i cant help pulling ppl to come to the shop and show some support lol) and of course my other job as a relief teacher at compassvale secondary school.

as a relief teacher who has to stand in for any absent teachers, i generally dun have much to do since no teachers wld keep taking mcs at the start of the school term anyway so during the working hours from 7-230, i spend my time reading, eating and resuming blogging as what i am doing now. thank god for the computer man who FINALLY gave me a laptop to put on my desk today. so anyway i guess u guys wun be interested to know what i've been reading (its currently angels and demons if ur interested to know) but more of wat my teaching experience is isnt it. LOL

so anyway, for the past 2 days, wat i have been doing was to follow a chinese teacher around and go to her classes and see how she teaches. not sure if its because its the start of the year, but the teacher did spend an awful lot of time taking attendance, collecting $$, giving out books and lecturing the students of course lol. so anyway, TODAY is the first time that im relief-ing a class all by myself! and FYI, i actually relief-ed a MATH CLASS. har har okk go ahead and laugh, for those of you who are close enough to me to know that i actually suck at math.(i can actually see aprie laughing behind the screen now. i dunno why. lol)

ok anyway, as expected, the class was super rowdy and noisy. the kids were walking around talking to others asking to go to the toilets and asking me how old i am( to which i was appalled since one of them was like..eh u older than 30 or wat) oh but fine!! i shall not take offense from 14 year olds lol. strangely enough, i wasnt scared or anything, as i had thought i would be previously. i simply instructed them what to do firmly and loudly ( a couple of times of course) and proceeded with the lesson. so anyway, the topic was on algebra and thankfully i cld still remember what i was taught( kudos to my math teachers like mr teo, ms fang, mr low, miss ng) (: the thing which was most satisfying was that after the lessons, 2 of them actually came forward and asked me questions, not forgetting to apologise for taking up my time. to that i was deeply consoled as there were actually souls out there who bothered listening to me rambling and believed in my ability. i guess its these kinda feelings that make people want to be teachers? i dunno. i guess i would have to wait a bit more before coming to a conclusion if teaching is indeed the career path for me.

can i imagine myself standing in front of a class full of students for the next 40 years or so? well that question leads me to ponder..

2007-08-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

不能说的秘密 (Secret) ROCKS!!!! the show is supppeerrrrr sweet and touching! no prize for guessing that sharon and i cried like FLOODS OF TEARS during the show..its like my current favourite show now, replacing transformers! i wun even try to give away the story plot cos that will just lose the essence of the whole show!

he is like such a sweet boy in the show and awwww...i wanna fall in love with someone like jay( in the show) too!!! it has to be those kinda simple, inocent romance like the one in the show..with old-fashioned stuff like cycling home..going to the beach to chill..(oops that word sounds too MODERN..cannot fit in HAHA)..eating lunch out of lunchboxes by the field..standing at the rooftop..playing a piano duet together..him buying APPLES FOR ME! wahahhahaha doesnt that sound like a dream>????? *smiles dreamily...*

ohoh and i wanna share wif u ppl something cool! i've been to that place where they filmed this show,i.e jay chou's school!!! and even taken a foto at the place where the grad photo was taken!!! HEHEHE:):)

and jay chou's piano skills RULE. he is UBER TALENTED. other than for being able to sing (moderately well), compose and write music, act he can even direct and come up with fantastic story lines!! my god im super ultra impressed.

thanks to the show, im back on the piano, tinkling the ivories once again. thanks to sharon who found a SUPERB WEBSITE (http://www.gangqinpu.com/) i have managed to find all the piano scores from the show and im practising realli hard now to master them:D

alright i shall get back to my dream of piano, apples, bicycles, beaches,and a boy like 湘伦 :):):)

2007-08-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

woke up to the melodious sound of the rain's pitter-pattering on my window sill coupled with the tumultous bellowing of the thunder...ahhh my favourite kind of weather!! (: seems like the start to a beautiful day isnt it..

well i decided to get up at 8am which is in fact miraculous. following which i browsed thr the newspapers for today and read abit of the notes for my lit test on monday..haha i shld have known i wun last long..after 2 hours or so im back in bed again, feeling sianness as the weather grew hotter slowly but surely :(

haha but my mood has been lifted by the arrival of my...pizza hut cheese fondue!!!

YUMMMYYYY!!! :D

oh ok before i forget...HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!! (:

tata shall sign off now and indulge in the rest of my holiday...

elvinnn

2007-07-25T21:28:00.001+08:00

i actually bothered to come online to blog today. and why is that?

cos i met my favourite male actor in the world at siglap cafe cartel today-ELVIN NG!!!!! =)=) lol i was actually doing my work in the school library around 2pm lah waiting for the lep lecture to start at 230 but at that moment..waikit called me fr siglap cafe cartel to tell me he, xt, caroline are there and they saw elvin!!! haha so w/o hesitation i packed my bag and took a cab down there too!! haha ok bet u guys think im mad. but..u gotta be me to understand me! its like..my eyecandy ya noe! and he's only like less than 5km away fr me!! so of course i had to be there rite.

anyway after reaching, took SUPPPPEEERRR long to finally gear up the courage to take a foto with him. actually no i din have the courage. had to pull waikit to ask on our behalf. lol so there goes wk to ask him and suddenly, xt me and caroline's fren ,sharon, all ducked and hid behind the counter cos we simply couldnt control our nervousness and embarrassed laughters! SO MA LU CANNN..the whole restaurant was like STARING at us and probably thinking that we're some lunatics or stalkers or wateva.

haha so anyway he agreed!!!i practically floated there to take the foto! and aft tt i boldly took his hand and shook it, thanking him for the foto! =)

ahhhh wat a WONDERFULLY FANTABULOUS SMASHING DAY!

1st try-FAILURE. we were all laughing so awkwardly that the foto came out with only elvin looking good haha.

2nd try (and i still cant shake off the nervous smile but at least i get to stand next to him!)

TADA~! my PAINT-shopped foto. HEHEHE =)

2007-07-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

today's such a greeeaatt day.

every single soul of cg 34/06 actually turned up in ethnic costumes with rgds to RHD! (: wat a cool class we are isnt it..i'll bet not another klaz was as enthu as ours. hehe so cool! we were even rewarded with 100 temasek challenge points!!! (:(: spent our entire break of like 2hrs+ taking fotos around various corners around school with alvin as our fotographer LOL. think our class realli had fun by ourselves even though we were kind of a spectacle amidst the green ppl in our school..

met up with 3 peas at nite! had dinner at the XiaXue recommended restaurent IndulgZ! had lobster bisque, butterscotch caramel thick shake, some fried cheese with berry thingy, portebello burger w chicken and fried pasta in cream sauce! dinner was SIMPLY GASTRONOMIC~~~~

aft that we headed to clarke quay in search of a nice bar to have a little drink and chill. haha shant go into details of our noob-ness but we pretty much wasted our time walking around & around until our feets hurt..

haha oh well had fun all the same! finally gave sharon and siying their respective birthday presents PLUS the very special cd and cd cover which i made them (: was so happy to see sharon's reaction when she saw the ppt...haha it was definitely worth every single effort :P:P

fotos up soon!!

gotta go sleep now..its my cousin's wedding tml! im excited to see her gowns. HEHE..

2007-07-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

the source of ALL my pain =(

this post is dedicated to my mouth ulcer which has totally succeeded in ruining my entire week.

thank u for being there every morning when i wake up & when my lips feel cracked and dry and u up the pain quotient by providing that TINGLING sensation that nvr fails to make me twist in agony.

thank u for making me grimace in pain & yell out loud when i apply bonjela on u and it literally feels like im rubbing salt on my wound.

thank u for making my lips so red and swollen and making me sound like an idiot with a short tongue and cant produce my Ps and Qs properly.

AHHHHHHhhhhh!!! come on disappear u stinking little NINCOMPOOP!!!! i quote Bonjela " fast acting jel for teething and mouth ulcers'' HOW IS IT FAST?! i realli dun feel so ya know. i think im gonna complain to the bonjela company. ARGH

2007-07-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

wow my blog is officially dead but thanks to a few darlings who still tag my board once in awhile its still up & running lol. anyway was just not in the right frame of mind to blog lately with all the pre-jct stress and post-jct blues ):

i took out all my calendar today and started counted off the days left to the 1st paper of A levels and i realised..its just 116 days away!!! just KILL ME. im so darn unprepared. sigh just got back some of my papers and econs is a disappointment AGAIN!!! WHY!!!!??? apparently the 120 bucks per lesson tuition didnt quite work out sighh..ok i shan't blame the tutor but more like my lack of practice and time management. however im quite sure i can make it for my econs.eventually. im kinda more worried for lit actually cos i dun even know how to study for it! hence decided to set every saturday a study-lit-day-with-aprie thing hopefully it works! (and lasts. hahaha seeing that how im quite lazy to travel most of the time..) oh anyway i got back my lep paper today and i got 65.5! :P an improvement of 8 marks from last yr! woohoo maybe im cut out to be a LEPer aft all..seeing how im a true blue chinese at heart. HAHA

i just realised smth. im becoming some emo-ish, boring, whiny 18 yr old who keeps complaining about studies and like..nth else!! HORRORS man. see see wat a levels can do! on top of that i have a new pimple & a HUGE mouth ulcer to end off my less-than-perfect week. double sighs. and aprie keeps laughing at the way i tok and laugh. apparently she & angie thinks i laugh like some japanese what with me covering my mouth to hide my grimace haha.

tomorrow's the LIVE EARTH climate in crisis concert ppl! do show your support and get ready to deck out in GREEN ok? lets do our part in showing support for this worthy cause! & of course we gotta practise some environmental-friendly habits on top of this alright. together we can MAKE A DIFFERENCE. =) hahaha

alright anyway. TGIF!!!! i just luuurrrvvee the weekends.

cramps & tests ):

2007-06-04T01:10:00.000+08:00

my stomach is seriously not cooperating with me. had super super bad gastric yesterday when i watched pirates wif jx and sm..that 3 hours in the cinema was seriously torturous PLUS the movie was like wat everyone else said-draggy.bad ): so sad i had such high hopes for it. ***********=>text removed as PROMISED. SATISFIED? (to u noe who. HAHA)
ok anyway today was another bad stomach day. was having the runs and this windy feeling in my stomach which made me feel like vomitting. did not help at all that i went for class bbq and ate like chicken wings, sambal sotong and stingrays..sighh ): the turn out for the bbq was alright, not as good as expected though. haha but i did enjoy myself during the gossiping session with da girls bevvy semen prissy and sminty :P

(P.S dear bevvy u can do this! be a strong woman yeah!! 如果你爱的比我少,至少我走得比你早.. just remember that and keep that positive thinking kk?) :)

sigh ok its 1am now and im tired and my stomach cant stop rumbling even aft i've taken medicine in the hopes of taming it. no such luck though. am dreading tml. its gonna be another day of mugging cramming..just planned my june hols study timetable and i was shocked to realise how little time i have. dun think i can finish even if i studied 6 hours per day. double sigh...okok im in an emo mood now..

ohoh anyway just an ending note to dearest miss aprie: Get Well SOON baby!! :)

true friend test

2007-05-31T02:36:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

HEHE just a crappy test but its fun! :P

sports carnival 2007

2007-05-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

today is the start of TJC's sports carnival 2007!! (: the ceremony started off with the 4 new captains dressed up as superheroes i.e Neo from Matrix, captain Jack sparrow! , superman and chun lee! LOL following that was a rap performance and beta was represented by arief and guoping..haha gp is seriously talented in this..his rap was SO FARNIE. great job dude! :P

for this yr, sports carnival will last for 2 days, with thursday being the day for inter-pdp games. initially, i didnt sign up to participate but LUCKILY, pz pulled out and asked me to replace her cos it was SO SO MUCH FUN! (:

we started off with a game of floorball where we won the very first round!!!:P (haha but that was actually becos the other team din come so it was a walkover) so anyway, we got into the 2nd round and played against calligraphy club. hahaha i realised tt im quite rough when playing sports..i actually WHACKED really hard at 1 point and the opponent's stick broke! LOL ok anyway we won that match too!! aft that we played against cricket. it was inevitable that they were going to win but we put up a good fight!!! kudos to jessica for defending our goal SO SUPER SUPER WELL and only letting in a ball at the last 5 secs! so anyway the last match was against photography club and we were fighting for 2nd place. we were doing rather well but halfway through this guy whacked the ball and it flew to my face and hit my brow bone!!! ): was super pain and tears just flowed down immediately,now there's this blue-black there and a red cut. HOPEFULLY IT DOESNT LEAVE A SCAR!!

anyway aft that it was TUG-of-WAR for us! hahaha this is my FAVOURITE PART of the day. since Team 2 of SC mananged to clinch tops for this game in their group, they decided to impart their secret skills to us! hahaha so anyway, we managed to win choir, cricket, first-aid and dunno eclub or leo club! lol so we CAME OUT CHAMPS TOO!!!! woohoo! we were super duper happy and excited cos for many of us, its the FIRST TIME we got FIRST in something,esp. a sporting event!!! wahaha ain't the 30th SC totally AWESOME?? haha i know we are. :):):):)

ok aft that was dodgeball and stupidly i bathed before that -_- but since waikit insisted that i would do well for dodgeball since i can SIAM so fast, i decided to take part. haha and although i din win, im proud to be the last person standing for our team!!! :)

so anyway, this kinda sums up the first day of Sports Carnival 2007. although the sun was freaking bright and hot today, it didnt stop us from enjoying ourselves thoroughly! hopefully Day 2 of sports carn will be equally fun too! :P

spiderman!

2007-05-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

its the day of may's 18th bday party @ kallang macs!! :) being absolutely nice to her, i followed her exact theme and wore yellow,red and white AND turned up by 445pm UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE..(right,aprie? LOL)

anyway,it was so embarrassing! we waited for close to 30min for the crew to clear the party room but turns out they were already done and just didnt know may was the birthday girl.HAHA

ok so around 5+ everyone turned up and we started off with a round of good o'l fashioned MUSICAL CHAIRS!! haha so farnie we were so enthu about it and EVEN jingxian ok. at first still say he die also wont play but he ended up as 1 of the final 3 contenders! haha yup with APRIE and ME! being the final 2 also.naturally.fiona says its becos of our scream that scares everyone away but we know we're just pro. anyway anyway the musical chairs champion was eventually decided with a game of scissors paper stone and I WON! lol ok so you guys are now looking at a musical queen yeah! :P

miss aprie sweets and i (:

so the food came and we all sat down like little kids on the cute little stools and started eating. only aprie looked totally comfy lah..she's totally in her elements here so we cant blame her.:D

am glad may liked our presents and hopefully she enjoys the muffins i baked her which took me THREE TRIES! haha

dun they look pretty? :P

may's bday present from us which contains a pink flower,a furry pink crown,a fairy wand and a pair of fairy wings!! SO MAY isnt it? :P

so anyway after the party i went down to tm to meet wenyuan for our much anticipated movie-SPIDERMAN 3!!! shant bore those who have watched it by going into another LONG and EMOTIONAL description of the show and wat i liked about it as i did during a conversation in msn wif jx lol. but the conclusion is-I LOVED THE SHOW TO PIECES!!! its really the best spiderman out of the 3. not that i din like the previous two of course..

hmm think wat i like so much about spiderman is that ur always left with food for thought after the show. as we all know that famous quote "with great power comes great responsiblility" haha yes i know. totally overused in gp essays and IM GUILTY of that. but this time, its more on the choices we take in life and how EVERYONE HAS A CHOICE so there's really no excuse. on top of that, there's the romantic love/friendship love & family love in the show which is really wat tugs at my heart strings..add all that to an action-packed plot with realli cool science stuff like that black chemical stuff..if ur into those kinda thing.haha yep and oh the very first appearance by SANDMAN was done beautifully!

I LUUUURRRRVVVVEEEEE IT.ABSOLUTELY.

oh and of course not forgetting another major reason why SPIDERMAN 3 is a must-watch:

the ever so cute harry osbourne and his soulful eyes!! :P TEEHEEHEE.

ok so the conclusion? HURRY AND WATCH SPIDERMAN 3 IF YOU HAVEN'T CAUGHT IT!! GOGOGO!

My Celebrity Look-alikes

2007-05-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

2007-04-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

fairy ring from xiangting,caroline,waikit (:

cookies baked by sharon & siying!:P

earring given to me by peas!

the birthday gal-ME!!!!! hhaHAhaha

presents i received on my bday!:P

smth smells FISHY....HmmmMMMmm~

retarded peas!

2 round baos.HAHA.
very YUMMY cheesecakes! =)

peas and the drinks~

prettaye jewelbox!

happy 3 peas!

at the entrance of the bar at jewelbox

notice how good sharon's blood circulation is...(note: she only drank like half a margarita!!)HAHA.

at the i-dunno-wat-its-called bar at jewel box (:

taking bus 409 to mount faber!

haha ok so this is mainly a posts of fotos relating to my birthday & outing on sat wif peas to celebrate my bday! lol and so sorry for the lack of chronological arrangement of the fotos...

2007-04-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

my 18th birthday was simply....smashing!

not in the sense of being absolutely out of this world and spectacular, but in a way that touches my heart dearly..

sweet surprise (1) came the nite before where samuel appeared at my doorstep with my present.hehe thanks alot dude! am glad u took the trouble to walk in the looooonnnggg stretch of road to surprise me(:

sweet surprise (2) came the day itself after swimming PE where xiangting,caroline & waikit presented me with a birthday cake in the canteen followed by 3 roses in a mug! (: haha apparently i was supposed to find the other ppl who were holding on to the remaining 15 roses and collect them all before i could collect my present..hehe i tot the idea was really sweet :P took the whole day to claim they all and the 18 roses led me to my final gift shared by them and may and yx-a tiara and a beautiful fairy ring!! hehe thanks so much u guys!!i LOVE IT.

sweet surprise (3) happened on sat--when i was still sleeping and dreaming away at home, sharon and siying turned up at my doorstep with hand-made strawberry cookies that they made till 3am the nite before!!! ohoh they also gave me an angel earring which looks really prettaye! hehe aft that, we went to vivo for dinner and finally to a bar at jewelbox!! wow i simply love that place cos the atmosphere is great and the live band ppl have such beautiful voices! :)

thats not all..there were still many many many things tt my frens did for me which realli touched my heart. like waikit who took effort to make a foto presentation for me which almost brought me to tears..and aprie & may who gave me a sweet package wif a heart-shaped mug, a shirt that says 'the guy next to me is my bro' and a bimbotic wand! aprie prissy and simin sweetie gave me a really cute forever friends teddy which totally melted my heart, and tiff and cheryl presented me with a tiara which realli made me feel like a princess (: oh and it was so cute of mr happy and happy 2 to give me and aprie each a voodoo doll! lol thanks so much to all of you! :P not forgetting others like yihui,khai qi,shujuan and irene who gave me yummy andes chocos,wenyuan and bev for giving me earrings made by cheryl, chaneline for her pink precious thoughts hp strap which totally goes wif my ipod fluff...

last but not least, would also like to thank everyone else who've helped make my day a special one by simply remembering my birthday and wishing me (: THANKS A LOT EVERYONE! thanks for making me feel ultra extra special and loved =)

p.s will put up fotos another day..

2007-02-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

its cny once again!

unlike previous years, i actually kinda like cny this year..other than the fact that for the 1st time during cny, it actually rained (: frankly speaking, my bro and i arent really that close to my cousins, hence visiting relatives every yr at this time become smth really boring and dull for us and we are usually done with visiting in the afternoon of chu 1. but this yr, although it was more or less the same, i actually felt more of that family bond,which is wat cny is all about..

bro and i used to hate cny cos my parents nvr fail to quarrel esp. during this period..however this yr its surprisingly peaceful. not only that, for the 1st time in my 18 years, we actually went to watch a movie together as a family (: though it may sound like a totally uneventful and simple thing, we just nvr bothered to do that. oh and lately, gg out for meals as a family becomes more frequent. another thing, this cny i actually had home cooked meal twice! lol some of you may go like "huh..wats so special about that.." but for me it is lah. cos usually my bro stays at the hostel and my parents arent home so early, so i usually eat takeaway food..

on the whole, think this cny is a great one. actually felt the importance of family togetherness for the 1st time and how warm that feels..(:

2007-02-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

shopping with mummy rawks! :P hehe today was a great day.after meeting may & waikit in the afternoon to rent costumes for friendship day(which i will say more aft the day..)mummy picked me up from bugis and off we went to raffles city to shop!

the aim of the day was to get another handbag since i kupped the fila bag my mom bought and she wanted 1 small one to bring shopping..haha walked around for like 4 hours even though i had a sprained ankle and boy did my feet ache aft that! ): anyway, after seeing like a million handbags, we finally came across a really sweet lil thing at GUESS!! its this little bag made of some rough cloth-like material with a shiny blue strap and buckle..oh man i simple LURVE IT SO MUCH! in the end, mummy bot it for me! haha and once again..i kupped her bag..(:

oh ya, along the way, we went marks & spencer and i bot this new body lotion scent which is called CHINA BLUE. dun be taken in by the cheena sounding name..it actually smells REALLY GOOD! and the packaging is nice too..i conclude that marks and spencer stuff are great! (think: orangey chocolate cookies, redcurrant biscuits,petsy pig gummies, floral scented powder..)

hehe aft tt went mos burger to have dinner wif mummy..haha quite an interesting experience cos i almost nvr eat fast food with her (:

anyway today was a happy day cos i could spend some quality time wif my mom...(:

ok gotta go slp early to prepare for old clothes & newspaper collection tml! :P

2007-02-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

--Daniel Powter'Bad Day'

wat a great reflection of my day today..just 2 words : BAD DAY ):

stupid trusty old water bottle broke (even though it was made of PLASTIC) leaving me wif no other bottles..

fell aslp in math class and totally understood NOTHING from it..

got only 14/25 for H1 MATH..which is damn horrible cos i studied realli hard for it.

got caught by F.Tong with wenyuan for buying food into the classroom for our classmates..gotta see him tml..

realised i cant go for Youth Avenue most probably cos i have a prize-giving ceremony to attend..

sprained my ankle on the way home..

ARGH.

2007-01-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

scip camp today rocked.

the juniors were a great bunch! group 3 (oompa loompa) showed their enthusiasm and spontaneity through the team-bonding games, MISSION (amazing race)..although we made them do really stupid stuff during the stations, all of them were gamed and played on! i loved the Studio Wu stunt esp. lol..

for the rest, during MISSION IMPOSSIBLE, u had to deal with a bunch of really difficult seniors (eg.xt,wk and i aka Golden Triangle) but u guys did it! ur seniors were all really touched by the 100% efforts that u guys put in..GREAT JOB!

anyway, guess everyone's really tired from today, since we were in school for like 16 hours! haha but im sure it was worth it. i enjoyed myself, and im sure everyone else did too.

ahhh..went home with a sore throat (must be all that shouting from being a mafia member lol) and a blocked nose though..feeling super ultra sick now..so am only able to do a brief account of the day..will post pictures up when wk or xt sends me soon!

2007-01-14T12:12:00.000+08:00

met up with sharon on friday evening..it was supposed to be a cool night sitting in the recording studio of mediacorp watching dance floor but then..everything didnt turn out tt way..hahaha

ok our plan for the night was to meet up at 6pm at somerset, have a quick dinner and take a bus from toa payoh interchange to mediacorp and get seated by 745pm. sounds like a good plan right? haha well but then, the 1st glitch we had was tt i was late and only arrived at 630..heh even though i reminded sharon many many times to be on time and she was by the way. LOL.

aft a not-so-quick decision, we decided to settle our dinner at cafe cartel only to realise tt we din have much time left! our food arrived at 650pm and we had to rush through the entire meal and ended up finishing at 710pm..tt was our first wrong decision since we ended realising tt both of us werent tt hungry and we merely ate for the sake of eating as usual..-_-"

ok now tt we are running late, we decided not to take bus and decided to take taxi instead, which was kinda expected lah lol..at that time it was raining super super heavily which was kinda a mood dampener since sharon cleverly did not bring an umbrella and we had to share mine which is barely enuff for one person lol..

went to the taxi stand at meritus mandarin hotel and stood in line. after like 10min at 720, we realised tt the queue was only for hotel residents so we had to queue all over again at another queue further down..-_-" HOWEVER, the stupid taxi stand is really useless cos all the taxis will be given to the hotel residents! which is quite stupid since the line is never ending which means we will NEVER get a cab lah...at around 730pm, we decided to call a cab, but very reluctantly since we knew it was going to cost a BOMB...but tt was a rather smart decision right?

WRONG. we should have called earlier! cos we were held on the fone for like another 15min before the line finally went through! oh at this point of time, just to sidetrack, we saw this REALLY GOODLOOKIING mixed blood guy who is really cute lahh..sharon and i were kinda mesmerised haha.but too bad we din take a foto..

okok! back to the story. anyway, we finally managed to call a cab.but while waiting for the cab, we realised that many ppl were just hopping into other cabs that turned into the hotel..so we decided to abandon our called cab and hop into one too..-_-" meaning we wasted our time and fone bill just now..

ok! finally got into a cab at like 735pm..you would think all our troubles are finally over right?

WRONG AGAIN!! cos there was a stupid traffic jam at the hotel and in front of it and we were stuck there until 810pm!!!!! by this time, we were already late for the recording..actually wanted to go in during the interval at 830 but there really was no point cos we might not even reach there by 830-_-"

ok anyway,during the traffic jam, we had nth to do so we started cam-whoring (:

geniuses with an IQ of 300! (ha waikit we beat you! LOL)

we hate traffic jams!!!): (dunno why sharon is smiling so happily..haha)

thinking of food as usual..haha

tako pachi sisters!!! LOL :0

haha ok anyway, since we were running late, we decided to go to vivo city and take a walk since both of us havent been there yet..lol there really was nth much to do and basically we just walked around mindlessly. walked into a marks & spencer stall and we started oogling at all the food there..bought a petsy pig gummies for $1 which tasted delicious! haha aft tt we went to more chocolate stores and continued with our oogling again..hehe

anyway aft tt, we went siglap starbucks to meet up with shengwei. havent seen him in ages! wah although he seems so blur and everything, he's actually much smarter than sharon and i add together since he managed to go rjc...col right..haha anyway aft tt we started cam0whoring with him too..i must say he's a pro at this man! lol will put up fotos another day..

love starbucks!!!! (:

ok this sums up my very eventful friday evening lol..

2006-12-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

went to the hair salon today and may, tiff cheryl and i decided to change our hairstyles! lol din realli noe wat to do, so we decided to let the stylist decide. wow their service is realli good! starting from the hair wash..unlike singapore hair salons, taiwan's hair salons realli take their time and make sure every nook and crook of ur hair is washed. firstly, they let u choose the hair oil scent, then they put a mask over ur face to make sure its not wet. aft tt, they even ask u wat drinks u want! so professional right..

haha anyway, cheryl started cutting first and the result was a realli cool punky kinda style yet feminine. aft tt it was my turn! i ended up getting those wa wa fringe and they gave me a temporary perm!!! LOL i love it sooooo much! am thinking of making it permanent heh...(: hm cheryl tiff tot i looked quite mature though and they kept calling me a tai tai for the rest of the day lol. sigh the perm will cost around 100 bucks but im realli tempted!!! shall ponder for a few more days b4 i come to a decision hehe..

even aft the temporary perm,tiff's hair treatment etc. we still paid only around 21 bucks each! so affordable right! sigh u will nvr get such GREAT service at such an AFFORDABLE rate in singapore. and get this, the stylist even pressed the lift for us aft tt larh! their service is like 10/10 man..

think this is my most adventurous hair cutting experience in such a loooonnngg while. anyway, may got a similar hairstyle to cheryl and she changed her parting! hehe oh last but not least, tiff had a realli daring hair cut where from the back, there is this sloping v shape and from the front, u can see the vast difference in hair lengths. haha tot it realli suits her though.. shall show u guys the fotos aft i upload them! :P

aft tt we went to gong guan to buy our sports shoes!!! was trying to decide between a purple pair of nike shoes and a halloween nike shoes. ended up getting the lavender one (_thus the current font colour_)cos it was a unanimous decision among the rest!! :P lol and all i can say is, im loving my shoe! tiff bought a red nike one while cheryl got a purple converse shoes and my buddy got a sparkly pink nike shoe. hehe it was a SUPERB day and i realli enjoyd myself! anyway, last nite was aso spent shopping..hehe OH YARH..tiff cheryl and i saw a SUPER ULTRA pretty pair of tinketbell earrings. though it cost like $20, we decided to get one each anyway! haha and the thing is, there was only 1 pair in the entire shop so we had to order. its gg to arrive next wed and we totally cant wait!

taiwan's getting realli cold these few days cos the cold currents have arrived. luckily i took my mom's advice and brought the thick coat or else i wld have been freezing my socks off..its been raining alot too which is realli quite dampening..hope it doesnt rain tmr though! gg to liu fu chun (amusement park) wif the gang. gosh im feeling so excited right now..shall fall aslp happy again.. (: till then cya guys!

2006-12-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

its going to be a VERY long post since im gonna blog abt...my 1st 3 days at YCSH!! (: so skip all these if ur not interested then lol..just tot i shld put this all down before i forget anything since i realli wanna remember this memorable period of my life..every single day is like so precious to me i feel and i will definitely not slacken in updating abt this trip since its like my diary..anyway i feel that its a great experience so tot i will share this with all of you (:

Day 1 at Yong Chun Senior High (YCSH)

was really nervous & excited at the same time when i woke up this morning to get ready for school. being it my first time attending an exchange program, i was quite worried tt the taiwanese may not like us or smth..however it was clear very soon tt all my worries were totally uncalled for.

1st impression of the taiwanese students : they are all so warm & friendly! when i stepped into my buddy xin yu's class on the 1st day, alot of her friends all smiled and said hi to me. even ppl we din know came over to tok to us at the bball court when we were standing there watching students play. its quite unlike when our buddies came to singapore, i realised tt not many tjcians came fwd to say hi to them and start conversation. in fact, most of them dun really seem to care abt their existence, i would say.

the 1st lesson of the day was French. and let me tell you, this lesson is totally AWESOME!!! the french teacher was super cool and she just started speaking to us in french the moment we walked in and we were all like HUH? haha but very quickly, we learnt to order things in a french restaurant lol(: for eg, things like "je voudrais de les glaces!'' (meaning i would like to have ice cream! ) haha basically, the meal is split into 4 parts: entree, plat principal (main course) & dessert. aft learning all this, we say bon appetit! hehe:P not only did we learn tt, we learnt a french song called chevaliers de la table ronde! hehe i can sing to u guys next time if u want (: ohoh and the COOLEST part of the whole lesson was we got to sample things like french wine, le cafe(coffee) ,le the (tea), chocolates, le glateau(cake) & le fromage! (cheese). haha aint tt totally totally cool!?

aft tt, we had a traditional arts lesson where we got to blow candy! i dun think u will understand unless i show u pictures, so i shant elaborate abt it now till i upload the fotos. ohoh and we got to make animal figurines with food dough too!:P haha it was great!

anyway, another thing i noticed abt the school culture is tt teachers and students are just like friends ya noe..though the students tend to be a TAD bit disrespectful but i must definitely admire the teachers for their high level of tolerance! lol

ohoh another thing is tt taiwanese have a thing against 5566! no matter where u go, 1 of the first things they will ask is " who is ur fav taiwanese celebrity? " or "do you like 5566?" lol and when u say no, they will start cheering. haha! :p anyway, the reason why 5566 is not well-liked is cos they are very "tai ke" in their opinion..

so anyway this kinda wraps up the 1st day at school which i will rate 10/10 on the fun scale! :P

Day 2 at YCSH

got my set of uniform today and i must say, it really sucks!! the cutting is bad and the color coordination is bad too..its green & yellow, haha so basically, we look like corn -_- for the 1st time, i actualy appreciate the tj uniform alot. haha and their blazer is grey, yarh so ours is considered super cool already hehe..

we learnt to tie some chinese knots in class today. and its again been proven tt i do suck at handicraft!!! kept tying the stupid knots wrongly lah and i had to redo over and over again..argghhhh~ shant say this in detail, since it was quite a boring klaz..

had home economics lesson today with my buddy's class-class 203. while we were sitting at the table listening to the teacher tok, managed to get to noe her classmates more and i tell u they are all realli super interesting ppl! (not just their hair, which they take like 30min! to style lol! and NOTE: THEY ARE GUYS!!) haah ohoh on a side note, i have to comment that the guys here are really vain! lots of them are like armed with a comb, wax and mirror and they just style their hairs openly in class! lol
anyway, wat i realli want to say is tt the taiwanese guys are really cool! u noe in this lesson, its the guys that are doing all the cutting, washing and cooking, lol i took so many pictures and videoed them cos i was super impressed. hehe and they call themselves the "xin hao nan ren" which i quite agree. this is smth singapore guys shld learn frm them!

hehe anyway, the way their lessons are conducted are realli quite diff. from us. its like every morning without fail, everyone has to stay in class and do a class test and their "jiao guan" (equivalent to our discipline masters but in military uniform) will survey the corridors to make sure no one is walking around. oh and during lesson time, they can just eat and drink without the teacher even batting an eyelid. so cool right! and i realise tt taiwanse have a habit of bringing their own lunch boxes to school. they even have a steamer in their class rooms for steaming their food! haha so cute right..

ohoh smth realli interesting happened today. the class were supposed to have an english listening test where they will listen to the radio and ans qns. unfortunately they got the wrong cd so i ended up standing in front of the classroom, holding a mike and reading out the qns to them! hahaha so funny, and each time the teacher looks away, they will ask me for ans and i will just signal to them hehehe...(:

played military paintball today too. wasnt as fun as i expected. listened to the instructor talk about the rules for a whooping 1 hour and guess what? we only managed to play for like 10min..-_- total waste of time man. haah anyway if ur interested to know, i got shot in the goggles lah lol dunno if i actually shot anyone cos i was just anyhow shooting like crazy hehe.

aft school today went to night market wif tiff,cheryl and our buddies. haha met up with tze woon,ben,daryl that bunch of guys and their buddies and ate and hung out. hha we had so much fun man!! cant wait to meet up wif them again on sat cos we are gg to an amusement park and staying over at someone's hse! lol can see may then and ask how shes doing :P

Day 3 at YCSH

today's first lesson was kinda boring since we were learning abt taiwan history. haha history just nv fails to bore ppl. lol anyway aft tt we had a field trip to some archaelogical musuem which was kinda cool since i have nv been to a musuem like dat. aft tt we went to some forts and all tt to take a look which was realli kinda boring. visted a senior high school too and although it was boring, i have to say this cos we went to visit jay chou's senior high school! (this note goes out specially to xiangting lol)

aft tt the whole bunch of us (YCSH ppl) went to some night market to eat and just walk around..actually wanted to go shi lin night market today but it was kinda late so we plan to go another day..yep

anyway aft coming to taiwan, tiff and i have been gg to the arcade to play the bball shooting baskets game EVERY SINGLE DAY! lol each day we try to break our previous day record. haha and as usual we played again today and the guys were super impressed. gonna have a PK MATCH with them soon!! hehehe and we shall show them our prowess HAHA! :P

hm oh another thing tt tiff and i do everyday without fail is that we drink bubble tea EVERDAY! lol theirs is SO SUPER GOOD cann...and they have so many diff flavours. tried this bubble milk green tea which is so unique! their chocolate milk tea is like HEAVENLY too! they even have those very small pearls which are like realli Q and taste so much better than our pearls lahh...hm so far, in my opinion, the 1st prize for best milk tea goes to the one i tried today-ICE CREAM MILK TEA!! wooowww i tell u the taste is so super shuang can! vanilla ice cream with milk tea is THE best! :P

hm im having so much fun in taiwan..making so many new friends, having the experience of my life...i am most definitely gg to treasure my remaining days here and make the best of it by trying to learn their culture and learn more abt them. i think deciding to sign up for Taiwan Exchange Programme is really a superb decision and from the very first day i filled in the form till now, i have never ever regretted it! think this is realli the experience of the lifetime and i really feel very very lucky to be in it..

haha ok then, its getting late i will update again soon..lol wow its realli a super long entry..wonder which of u will achalli manage to read till here..:P

2006-12-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

im at taiwan now in my buddy's house!! haha i lurve her house its realli cosy..sitting in front of the com in her sis room now, which is going to be my room for the next 2 weeks..

went sightseeing and all at hualien, jiu fen, ji long, luo dong, yi lan during the past few days..haha though the bus rides were long and boring (esp. with a super boring and irritating tour guide!), i really enjoyed myself! :P haha oh and its so cool cos we can sing karaoke on the bus and may, tiff, cheryl & i just kept singing thorughout which made time pass super quickly! hehe

oh yarh anyway, we formed a family during this trip! tze woon became our father cos he is super fatherly! he helps us with packing our luggage and carrying our stuff and lending tiff and i money to play the bball game in arcade etc.. lol! :P ohoh then brotherly ben became our elder brother with tif,may,me and cheryl as the 4 sis and lastly joe the youngest bro. lol ohoh a new addition is guan wen who is our body guard. haahha! dun ask me why..i know its lame lol! :P

have been eating slping alot the past few days! so dead lah..may and i are so gg to hit the gyms asap when we reach sg lol..last nite was super fun cos it was sorta our last nite together as anthe TJC TIP ppl so many of us hung out at the girls' room and played stupid games like tt heart attack game which has the level 1 pig thingy and hunter and bear. hehe tiff may and i were like super high and kept laughing and laughing..the others insisted we were high from drinking the mei hua wine thingy but we werent lah!!! lol they simply refused to believe us..hehe

ok larh anyway tmr's the 1st day of school at Yong Chun Senior High School!! haah super excited..cant wait..okok shal update again another time..Yawnnn..very tired!!

see ya guys!! hehe my buddy's bringing me shopping aft school tmr! wah i cant wait! :P

2006-12-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

6 December is here finally!!!!! :P wooohooo i'll be flying off to taiwan in just 12 hours!! naturally feeling super ultra extremely excited right now..haha maybe its the excitement tt made me overpack. lol i cant believe my luggage is already like 19 kg and the handcarry is 4 kg?! but i tried realli hard to take out the excess stuff but aft scruffling through all that stuff over and over again, all i managed to take out was 2 shirts and a pants only to add in a GC and cottonbud and camera batteries and hp charger -___________- lol think my efforts were really kinda futile haha..hm decided to dump in the GC as an afterthought, hope i realli will get some hwk there!! im keeping my fingers crossed..** (:

hm think 6 december is a exciting day not just for me but also for the council, esp. the grad nite comm since today is the day where efforts frm the past few mths are finally gg to materialise. +

+PERFECT CADENCE-TJC GRAD NITE 2006+

sigh how i wish i can be a part of this special day too helping out with the crew and seeing the event take off..but since i wun be there, just want to wish everyone esp. caroline good luck for tmr!!! (: its going to be realli hectic and stuff may go wrong here and there but dun be stressed k!! lastly, hope tt grad nite 2006 will be a night to remember for all our seniors and also the 30th council aka SKW..lol!

GOOD LUCK GUYS!!! :P love ya all..

2006-11-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

yiippeee! its 10 more days to TIP! :D feel SLIGHTLY regretful though, cos apparently, my mom told me that my cousins are gg to japan!!! wld have been able to go with them if not cos of this trip. oh well but then again, if i had a choice i wld still prefer to go TIP cos i can always go japan next yr aft a levels or smth :P haha im like so excited that i've already started making a list of wat to bring there lol! so kiasu right..hahaha :P

haha think its realli time i updated my blog before all my friends abandon my blog and stop reading..lol but then maybe its already happening haha! oh well doesnt matter, i dun mind blogging for myself to read hehe.

think next wk will pass by quite quickly since mon-wed is the sc chalet! lol think its the first time im gg to changi aloha loyang for chalet, usually i just go to downtown east or siying's chalet which has already become sorta yearly tradition.. too bad her family din organise one this yr! :( wld have loved to go again..hm changi aloha loyang is situated very very near the old changi hospital! oh man i hope no one suggests gg there to check it out..i think i will totally freak out!

haha this reminds me of the time me,evadne,jianhan,hui shuang & siying decided to go out at nite to check out changi hospital. lol when u read till here, u're probably be thinking ''oh my god, xinhui & evadne, the 2 girls who ran out of the escape theme park haunted house entrance screaming their heads off the moment they stepped in actually dared to go changi hospital?'' and start to admire our bravery, haha well ur wrong. cos in the end, evadne & i were too hum to go in lah. we just sat at the bus stop outside changi hospital and waited while the rest went in to check it out. -____-"lol it was so funny man, evadne and i were feeling scared even sitting outside, so she took out her hp and started playing some songs so it wun be so quiet. hehehe

anyway, my bro's having his driving test on 30 nov. (lol SOMEONE whose name starts with letter 'E' 's bday! HAHA ) hopefully he passes this time!! so we can go out for supper and he can drive me home from mrt station at nite..LOL!!

ok i shall try try try to update more frequently k? hahaha i know i always say that but after a few days, i get lazy again.lol!

2006-11-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

out of the blue, i suddenly tot of dyeing my hair. haha so i went watsons ytd and bought a red auburn loreal hair dye...

hmm but the results were super disappointing man!!! it says red auburn right? aft i dyed my hair still looks black lah! but i keep trying to convince myself that there is a little difference..HAHA! my mom says maybe cos its my first time dyeing then my hair nvr bleach so the colour doesnt realli get in..lol ok luckily i din go to the salon to dye or i wld have wasted $$ chossing a colour that is so not visible!

lol but my brother tot the colour (wat colour?) was nice though i said it was non existent..haha oh well u can judge the next time u c me.. (:

2006-11-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

hung out with merly and evabear today aft grad nite meeting at fullerton. lol its been long since we've gone out together and the feeling hasnt changed since the last time i met up wif them..hmm gg out wif the 2 of them is seriously damn entertaining man..and AS USUAL..we kept looking for food to eat!! my gosh snack aft snack aft snack lah..we are gonna be 3 fat pigs soon man! ooops i mean 2 fat pigs + 1 fat bear.HAHA! wah since sec 4 chalet, we keep making fun of evadne wif that bear-thing lah..lol i wonder if she's bothered by it..heh hmm din realli shop much actually, but just hung out and walked and talked and crapped as usual. its so fun man! we walked till like 9+ until the shops were all closed at wisma atria and merly pointed out the famous amos store and tried to persuade us into eating more!!! haha but evabear was firm (luckily!) so we din make another sinful mistake...haha (: think ppl must have thought we were high from drinking lah..since we were laughing like crazy women and holding on to each other for support..hehe

hmm hopefully we can have a real and complete flancee' outing soon wif xiu and val! lol hanging out wif you guys is great! just like those sec 3 and sec 4 days lah...how i miss those days!!! am glad that we havent lost the bond that we have...~:P must continue to keep in touch yeah!

well its gym tmr wif evabear! lol we seriously gotta lose some weight man!

fotos from my hp..lol the quality's not bad for a 1.3 mega pixel fone i must say! (:
pretty xmas tree! :P
YO breadtalk-chillers in da house! haha
EMO girls..LOL (:
trying out the 'tilt ur neck outwards' method to achive the slim face look. HAHA!
i love us together! :P

2006-11-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

feeling seriously tired now after a long but fun day. haha woke up early in the morning to go sch for entertainment committee meeting..aft tt met up with the other councillors for lunch and to go ngee ann primary school to be judges for the crazy cups competition! lol there was this really really cute p4 ngee ann boy and super sweet fairfield girl with ponytail that xiangting and i totally lurve! haha the event was fun and on top of that, we even earned 30 bucks each! how cool is that? (:

went for dinner @ parkway swensens after that. most of us had the happy feet deep blue sea meal..lol the seafood soup of the day is delicious! its realli unique ya noe..cos u hardly taste a soup that isnt tom yam which has lemongrass in it..but it was a nice touch i feel..hehe after the yummy dinner, we went to the settlers' cafe at katong to play games. haha it was my first time there and i realli lurve it!! for like just a few bucks per hour..u get to play so many cool and interesting new games that u've nver even heard of before! lol played 2 games-wedding material & management material where the objective is to run away from ur wedding or be the slackest worker at work. basically the game goes like this: there are 2 piles of cards, assignment and excuses. u are supposed to receive an assignment and u're supposed to give excuses accordingly to the no. of points allocated on the card. haha sounds simple enuff but boy is it fun!

hehe on the whole i really enjoyed myself today... (:

2006-11-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

haha havent been blogging much lately, esp. after may lent me princess hours!!lol instead of spending my evenings chatting and surfing the net, i've become a couch potato now hehe (: wah although im only on episode 16, i already love the show to pieces!!! totally rocks man..though its abit draggy sometimes..haha but still i love it!!! woohooo~ think im gg to suffer from gong-withdrawal symdrome after finishing it...):

op's tmr..hope that everything goes well smoothly and i cant wait till its over!! (:

2006-10-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

finally met up with samuel today. lol its been long since i last saw him..think it was when i was studying for jcts at starbucks in june probably? haha and i must say after this 4 mths or so, he did become SLIGHTLY more muscular..haha(in case u are reading), i only said SLIGHTLY so dun be too happy just yet!

he was supposed to treat me to a meal if i had gotten CCCCC for my subjects..but apparently, my CDESU definitely fell short of the expectations so nope, i did not get my treat. haha did some catching up with him and chatted quite a bit while walking around orchard..i even bought a pair of pumps at far east plaza! hehe

went to fish & co for dinner just now. yummy! it's been long since i last went there too. seafood platter simply rocks my life yeah!! (: a pity i did not have the passion fruit cos he did not want to share with me and i din feel like ordering 1 myself..haha

hmm think going to orchard too frequently really becomes kinda boring, esp. when u dun plan to catch a movie. wanted to go play arcade after dinner initially but there wasnt the initial d game that he wanted to play so plan was aborted. haha frankly speaking, lately i just prefer sitting in a cafe (like tcc/hk cafe/starbucks etc.) and chilling with my friends over a cuppa. i just think its much more meaningful and interesting..oh my i think im getting old. nowadays i dont even get excited and jump for joy when i walk past a neoprint shop..lol

din do much today except have dinner, walk around and talk lol but that was good enough for me. i like chatting and finding out what's going on with him lately..hardly got a chance to do that in the past few mths, wat with the yucky promos and many other school stuff..

haha well i hope you weren't too bored by my company today! lets do this again sometime alright? (:

and to my other darling friends: outing soon pls!!! :P

2006-10-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

arghghhh!!! !%!%#&^$&$&@#$#@%@$@$ blogger! my entire post just disappeareD! ): ok i shall be patient and retype..

lol ok i shall begin again..

went to bedok gym with may after school. haha it was no easy feat i tell u! we had to brave the storm and heavy rain with just a teeny tiny tjc umbrella! we ended up at our destination all soaked from head to toe man. haha oh well but luckily today's gym session was a very fruitful one! heehee thanks to may..i think its always good to do gym with someone else so she can like pace u. especially when im feeling half dead while running on the treadmill, at least i look over and see someone feeling the same way too and this motivates me to continue! lol anyway, tried some new machines today too which made my muscles ache super horribly which is a good thing right? (: means that my fats and cellulite are slowly but surely being converted into muscles and useful stuff!

haha oh after gym went bedok centre to eat a healthy meal of qiu lian ban mian. haha for the first time in my life i actually finished my bowl of veggies! lol i shall try to be more healthy from now on and eat my greens so i can get good skin like mr tai wai kit who eats veggies by the cartons. HAHA. (: oh well but i just had to spoil this healthy momentum with a very sinful OREO MCFLURRY indulgence from mcdonalds..haha but u cant blame me!!! who can resist the charms of oreo icecream? most definitely not me!! heehee (:

anyway holidays are coming so..HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE! :P

P.S randomness has made me put up pictures of my favourite male stars so feast your eyes people! (:

2006-10-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

i simply cannot stand myself. been going through a whirl of a ride inside me these few days all because of subject combination. since i din meet min. requirement of 4 H2 passes i have to drop 1. at first, i thought for sure it wld be elit but surprisingly i did well for tt and at the end, it boiled down to math or econs. after lots and lots and lots of struggles and contemplations and discussion, i finally chose to drop math. well since i've made the decision i shan't look back already. shall just focus on how i shld go about achieving my 'A's for next yr.

well thats that. haha on to a more cheery topic! met up with the council ppl on fri nite and sun. lol i must say i really had a great time esp. on sun! looking back, i realise how much i've missed out by not being there for council outings..hanging out wif them and just chilling is really super great. im really beginning to love 30th council more and more (: cant believe our term's already half gone,bet we'll all be really sad when we step down next yr..

haha ok but now its still too early to talk about that. shall talk about sunday. we met at orchard station at 3pm and went wheelock nydc to chill. lol i suddenly realise wheelock is a realli cool place to hang out. shared an elephancino wif may which was really true to its name! haha its indeed HUMONGOUS but i dun really think it was fabulous..still prefer my beloved starbucks when it comes to mocha drinks (: hehe after that we went ipod shop to take a look. wah think im really behind time. cant believe i still think tt ipods cost like 600bucks la!! haha so embarrassing.anyway i think the shop really makes u want to get an ipod. i love that green one there! so prettaye..i can just imaging holding a cool green ipod while bobbing to the cool hip tunes playing through a cool white ipod earphones and grooving along wif it...haha such a cool image isnt it?? (: LOL but i seriously doubt i can get 1 wif all my excessive spending on clothes and accessories..

after tt we walked arnd and decided to watch PRESTIGE. oh my god its been so long since i've watched such a great movie that isnt a chick-flick! haha the story line is totally cool and u guys who havent watched it shld realli go to the cinemas now and catch it!

ARE YOU WATCHING CLOSELY??

(:

aft the show we walked pass this bar and there was a live band playing wif this caucasian guy singing a SUPER TOUCHING rendition of collin raye's love me. oh my gosh may and i simple melted!!! his voice was simply BEAUIFUL! and guess what? he wasnt even part of the band, he was just 1 of the audience who decided to come up and sing. wow think tts a nice place to chill too..hehe can consider going there one day :P

anyway to aprie and everyone out there...HAPPY HARI RAYA! haha hope u get lotsa greenbaos kk? (: tata!

2006-10-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

SAVE ME PLEASE. pw is seriously killing me. after promos it seems as though we can relax and start enjoying but NO! we got to go for boring pw talks, practise oral presentation and review our written reports which we've revised a zillion times.ZZzzz cant wait for 9 nov to come. aft tt day we will finally be able to do away with pw!

anyway, really feel quite worried these few days. smth that i keep thinking about these days..apparently, what you reap may not be what you sow. take for example-ECONS paper. well if you're my good friend, you probably know whats coming next. but if not, well im going to start RANTING about the unfairness of it all.

godamnit i studied my guts out for econs at starbucks day in day out from dusk till dawn and read through all the notes at least TWICE! and guess what? not only did i not achieve my aim of getting a C, i'm most probably going to FAIL! hai you optimistic ppl out there are probably going to tell me that nth's final until the results come out tmr. but with 9/30 for case study and 6/25 for 1 of the essays, i cant expect much can i...maybe im paying back now for being so lucky during JCT to pass all my subjects surprisingly. HAI!

the only silver lining about my results so far is that i finally PASSED my lep! and guess what? its not a borderline pass, its an actual honest-to-goodness pass with 58 marks! hehe hooray for me! (: i shall work really hard for lep from now on! haha

oh no i'm getting back the rest of my results tmr. am really worried for my GP essay. i did the qns 'immigration is always beneficial. discuss.' or smth lyk dat and i stupidly wrote about MIGRATION instead of IMMIGRATION which means a outright fail isnt it..hai i really dun wanna get retained!! i wanna promote with all my friends and attain grad nite next yr together and enter uni at the same time!! ):

HAI oh god i know i haven't been a really true and faithful follower of any religion, but PLS BLESS ME!!!! i need all the help i can get.

2006-09-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

sigh. today's a lousy day. after mugging at starbucks, i realised smth----im really stupid. dunno why i just take so ultra long to understand a math qns EVEN when the solution is given to me! HOPELESS arent i...): but i realli realli want to pass...oh god i hope that FATE will intervene and allow me to do well for math ):

at least there's a silver lining to this otherwise horrible day. MAY IS GOING TO TAIWAN WIF ME!!!!!! (:(:(:(: wah i was super ultra happy when i received miss fong's sms and even more happy when may told me she is going!

super ecstatic. simply cant wait! :P

2006-09-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

i simply love america's next top model!! lol cant believe i only started to watch this after it has aired for 6 seasons..hahaha oh kari went out today!! so sad man..i was totally expecting gina to get out and surprise surprise she still scraped through! sigh although she's asian and everything, im still on kari's side lol.

anyway my absolute favourite is still leslie!! she is so pretty and sophisticated lah! hahaha even sharon has to agree wif my now. lol (: cant wait for the next episode!!

lol cant believe i still have the mood to watch ANTM and blog about it when the big P is just 2 weeks away!! haha well, been studying everyday at starbucks lately..sometimes productive, sometimes not so..sigh hopefully i will do better for my P than how i did for JCT.

2006-09-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

oops. as usual my blog has become stagnant. well shall just provide some updates.

shopping wif my mom totally rocks! on sun we had lunch at pariss and she bought me 2 tops & 3 dresses! (: wat a great before promos encouragement hehe.

siying's discharged from the hospital! takkiare girl! we love you LOADS and LOADS! (:

mmm just heard the songs from jay's newest cd. THEY ROCK! (:

ohoh. i have decided to sign up for the youth theatre group thingy wif xiu and may! hehe i totally miss those chinese speech & drama days in gao lao shi's class wif my darling xiuz..hehe (:

sigh im dead. 3 weeks more to promos and i have a super ultra long list of undone stuff. DIE.

mmm i suddenly realies this is a fast and simple way of updating my blog. no hassle. to the point. HAHA.

just read waikit and may's blogs. i feel that they do post really meaningful posts quite frequently, unlike me..i realise i realli blog in a rather mindless and disorganised way..

haha if im to be graded on my blogging skills, think i will just get a U. LOL.

btw i read this very meaningful article from the chinese newspapers today. its about this guy who knew he had cancer 1 yr ago. knowing he would leave his wife and daughter of 4 yrs old behind, he prepared a card with his palm print on it so that whenever his family missed him, they would be able to feel his presence by putting their palms on the card..in addition, he also made many letters for his daughter to be opened on her 5th, 6th birthdays & 1st day of pri sch, sec sch...

sigh its realli very very touching. yarh anyway this guy has just passed away..i was totally on the verge of tears already..

do read this article from 11 sept's wan bao(i think) if u guys have the time k..its on pg 6.

2006-09-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

ok. haha im too lazy to type out my thoughts today and blog. so i have chosen to blog by THINKING. lol and yep im done(:

2006-09-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

today was a sad day.

hmm even the sky is feeling sad lahh..its like going to pour any moment now..

the crocodile hunter just passed away today! sigh dunno why i feel quite sad leh..although i dun watch his shows that frequently, but i always felt that his shows were super interesting cos its like he is doing a job that most ppl wun ever dare to do. everytime i see him wrestling with the crocodiles it just nvr fails to amaze me..

now the world is short of 1 unique, brave soul adding colours to the discovery channel and our lives. sigh rest well steve irwin!!! you will be remembered by all!

lastly, a note to my dear fren wk..

cheer up ok wk! i know its tough for you, having to deal with ur parents and other stuff as well..but just remember anytime u feel like breaking down, im just a fone call/sms away!!

there are somethings u cant change and u just have to deal with it i guess..thats why ppl always encourage each other to look on the brighter side of life..you can do it wk! i know u can (:

2006-09-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

went mugging with my mugger/partying/chilling/gossip pal sharon today. (:

lol as usual, we met at siglap starbucks to study. tried a new drink 'hazelnut chocolate chip cream' today. not bad lah..but then i realised there was a slight almond kinda taste which made me not like the drink so much.

haha ok anyway we mugged for around 4 hours! lol i wun say i finally conquered maclaurin's series..but AT LEAST i know what its about (:

as an after mugging session reward, we went tm to catch the devil wears prada! lol it was a super tough choice cos we really wanted to watch loveWRECKED too! haha but im pretty sure we'll catch it soon as another aft mugging session reward.HAHA

btw..the devil wears prada ROCKS TOTALLY!! you should just catch it if you havent. seriously. its thought-provoking yet interesting at the same time! oh boy u shld see the clothes anne hathaway wears in this show man. super ultra glam!

after the show we looked arnd us and realise that singaporeans really do have a sucky dressing style. haha ok but i shall be fair about it..cos we dun have the 4 seasons so we cant really experiment with all the diff. combinations. ): so sad lah! i would LUUURRRVVEEE to go to paris one day! hopefully i can go there for my honeymoon. hehe!

watching a great movie makes my day! (:

2006-09-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

on friday nite, went krunk with sharon, wilson & xiangting. too bad sy couldnt make it cos she was hospitalised.

get well soon k siying! we love you loads! do take care~ (:

anyway lucky we din go so early lah. when we reached arnd 10pm, everyone was like sitting down doing NOTHING leh..eventually the parade started like an hr later and things became ABIT better lah. but still it was kinda boring..

aft the parade, xt decided to go home lor..kinda a waste of $$ cos she din even dance at all! haha in sharon and my opinion, the dancing was the fun part lah..lol

hmm but then at first we were feeling kinda lost cos its very weird for 2 ppl to dance alone! so we started searching for ppl we know frantically. lol luckily meryl and her friends were still there so we joined them.

music was not very nice at first but towareds the middle, they started playing all our fav songs and we danced like nobody's business! heehee it was fun lah..we hanged arnd until like 330 and finally decided to head home since my parents were a li'l unhappy already and the fact tt my bro who also went partying already reached home.

the cab fare was like almost 30 bucks! can u believe it?! on top of the usual fare, we had to pay 8 bucks more cos youthempire hired these cabs to come sentosa.. sigh but then we were realli feeling too tired to walk out from sentosa and get a cab on the mainland..lol

on the whole, we had fun and sharon and i realise that we actually do like partying. haha but cannot go too often since the biiiggg P is coming up.

PROMOS!! argh everyone's nightmare.

haha i shall start tmr. i promise~

2006-09-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

after staff day celebration on thursday, went back to dhs with waikit and sharon.

saw many ppl there..i was pleasantly surprised that so many 4a ppl actually went back. talked to mr lu for awhile and i realised that he seems to be ageing..like he used to have a head full of hair, and now its beginning to thin at the top already..talked to my beloved ms fang too..oh god she totally rocks my world.i really love her!! (:

oh im glad evabear went back! haha finally finally got to see her after ages! lol we walked to the canteen together and wanted to eat malay food..but too bad the store wasnt open or we cld have tried to get back that feeling.those times where SEXY nvr fails to rush down to buy malay food and crap in the canteen..haha

mmm so sad lah..next yr dhs moving to the old rjc site cos of renovations..dun think i will go back that often anymore when that happens..there's really no point since the new site will not hold any memories for us at all..sighhh why do we always have to experience this coming and going feeling..making new friends but kinda losing touch with old ones in return...

anyway after that, SEXY, 3 peas & waikit went to orchard to eat sakae. haha i totally love this combination!! (: my besties from secondary school lah..the very ppl that i see almost everyday and spend my entire sec school life with..lol i simply love them!

as usual with this group, gossip & crap will nvr fail to stop coming. we talked and talked for so long..enabling us to stay at tcc for a few hours lah. lol although i was super tired and kept falling aslp (ying xiu too lol) at intervals, i really enjoyed myself.

played some stupid 'i nvr' game which was really retarded. initially tot that we knew practically everything about each other but then..think again! haha (: u ppl shld really play this game..its realli fun! haha

on the whole, today was simply a great day and i hope there will be more opportunities like that to hang out wif my best buddies.. (:

i love you guys!

2006-08-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

a note to may: haha is this font big enough for you? (:

went for alpha house function today at innospace. lol sianz lehh so many ppl in their sch u lah other than me,may,may sze and the hse comm ppl?sigh i shant get tricked anymore by such functions..shall just turn up in sch u next time lol..

hmm not alot of ppl went actually, but since today's a school day, i tot the response was already reasonably gd..the theme was clubbing so naturally there was dancing lah. haha all of us all felt so paiseh then like dun really wanna move..had to be constantly persuaded and reminded to shake our booties..lol! oh yar anyway, there was a fashion parade at the end and the winner is MAY SZE!!! hehe congratulations miss hot bod! (: share share the ben & jerrys ice cream!! :P hehe

sigh went to tighten my braces today and my mouth hurts freaking badly now lah! its like giving me a headache too..seriously in a damn bad mood now..feeling so ultra sleepy and moody too..argh.

2006-08-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

today's mass pe lesson was HILARIOUS. since we always have a habit of strolling in for pe and taking ages to settle down, the teacher decided to time us and give us 30s to run up and down the sports gallery to practise settling down lah. -_- haha everyone seemd to be having lotsa fun though. laughing and joking as we rushed here and there..haha!

hmm havent been updating my blog lately i realised..hehe well busy wif stuff mah. sigh its like around 5 more weeks to promos...judging from my current pace ah,im going to FLUNK so bad. eewww this is a sucky topic i HATE toking about promos lah..

haha oh well but then im going to meet sharon to MUG at starbucks tmr! our plan is to meet up in the morning for a scrumptuous cartel breakfast. lol aft tt im going to chiong maclaurin's series and inflation for next wk's tests :( so sian.. lol i realised ah, i realli take super long to complete 1 tutorial la! 3 hours is crazy rite..hahaha no wonder im so so unproductive lah..

anyway, been feeling super super tired these past few days..just want to slp every chance i get lah..so glad its the weekends already..but then i have so much hwk to complete! which is a terrible thing...:(

ohoh tmr going to support my bro for his ntu hall 15's pageant. lol hope he wins!!! JIA YOU GOR!!!! u can do it! (: hehe

2006-08-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

feel so happy today! hehe went online just now and saw ** online! then i actually talked to him la(:

have a happy day at sch tmr ppl! :P

i look fwd to going to school everyday lately..hehe~

''always look on the bright side of life"

2006-08-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT PPL?! sharon and i went ntu to catch pan wei bo's concert yesterday!!! lol he is SO SO SO super cute lahh..tts not all, he is ultra friendly ya noe..and he realli noes how to liven up the atmostphere with all his antics..haha sharon and i were saying that we really do have good taste. lol! wah when he was singing ah, we practically melted man..so sad that we couldnt take pictures yet all! :( oh there was this segment where 5 volunteers can go up and sing as many pan wei bo songs as possible in 30s and the 1 who sings the most wins. u noe there was this stupid irritating girl who went up and requested to sing a duet wif him lah!! sharon and i were like just a li'l pissed. haha and guess wat? thats not the worse ok!!! before she left the stage, she shook hands wif him and HUGGED HIM!! my god lah..i feel like ambushing her and beating her up. hahaha

oh well anyway, really grateful to my brother for helping us get the tix and queuing up for us!! (:

aft tt, went to hk cafe to meet sy and we chatted till like 1+am.. (:

it was a great day in all hehe...

PAN WEI BO ROCKS!!!!!! woo hoo! (:

2006-08-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

i did the bravest thing i ever did in my life today!!! hahaha(:

2006-08-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

just some random thoughts...

hmm was sitting at sakae sushi aft a nice day out at orchard..suddenly, heard a jap song and then i began to drown myself in memories...beautiful memories of the days long past..hm, having been busy with my fulfilling and eventful life lately,i've almost forgotten about this already..but suddenly, everything started coming back and i start to feel a tinge of sadness again..

with a jolt, i realise how apt the jap song was..it was utada hikaru's 'first love'...

mmm now i noe, feelings transcend all languages..though i couldnt understand most parts of the songs, it managed to spark off nostalgia in me..

lol dun get me wrong, im happy tt u've got ur own life and i've got mine and that we are still gd friends.. (:

2006-07-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

siying's bday!!! (: haha ok so it was 4 days ago..but i cant resist putting up the fotos we took tt nite! :P lol the crazy us decided to go fullerton hotel to eat lah..*gasp! damn ex rite! haha u got tt rite..the cost per pax was around 44 bucks and the food wasnt even tt worth it..i'll pick fish & co or sakae any day...haha ok anyway, being the lazy me, i shant say anymore and let the fotos do the toking! :P

2006-07-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

bro and i ( happy 21st bdae!)
mummy,me,ah ma,gor & dad
4A kids! (:
:P

giant may!!
nice-smelling vodka which i din dare to try haha
girls in the mirror
3 peas unite!
celebrating for sy's upcoming bday
lesbians!!!! eeeeyeeerrr...haha
gathering at my hse(:
sy,sharon and i
smile!

ytd was my bro's 21st birthday. for that, we booked a function room outside my house and invited ppl over(: lol although it was his bday, but it kinda seemed more like mine.haha i invited frens which included jenn,yl,may,sharon,sy,mer and xiu over. wat a pity xt,evad & wk were unable to turn up!! :( we had so much fun last nite la!

at 1st, we were all squeezing in the function room and eating but aft awhile it got kinda crowded wif more of my bro's friends, so we went back to my hse to sing karaoke. haha stupid yx sings so freaking loudly lah she totally doesnt need a mic lor! lol and throughout the entire nite she was ultra high! wonder how she wld have turned out if she had drank the 40% alcohol content vodka...haha!

ohoh so farnie lah. yx had a brilliant evil plan to bluff mer that it was a very formal party and all of us were in prom dresses. in the end she really believed and achalli brought her prom dress and heels! haha wat a pity she din turn up in prom dress eh..that wld have been hilarious! haha

mmm anyway 1 of my bro's frens brought this absolut vodka. and being the absolute jiu gui, jenn kept wanting to drink it..lol but throughout the entire nite, we hardly tried any cos we simply couldnt find any softdrinks to mix wif it lah..in the end ah..the adventurous xiu poured some out and attempted to drink some. lol she took like a whole 10min to dip her finger and taste a ultra small sip of the vodka lah! lol and while jenn and sharon cld feel the burning sensation, she said it felt very shuang..ahaha

oh anyway since sy's bday was going to be on 24 july, we decided to surprise her wif a cake too. and guess wat? when we sang happy bday and brought out the cake, the blur sy turned to xiu and asked '' eh, ur bday ah? '' -____- hahaha super blur right! ok lah anyway im glad she was truly surprised and liked the cake. haha

hmm ya and aft majority of my bro's frens left, we stayed in the room and played bridge,monopoly and a super ultra childish game--blind man -_- haha guess whose idea was it? lol of cos it was xiu! but i must admit it was fun lah...wat a sight man! seeing a few 17 yr old girls crawling and running arnd and throwing slippers at the blind person..hahaha super fun la!

anyway aft tt..we decided to play some clubbing music and have a mini clubbing session in the room. haha quite a failure cos the stupid 'exit' sign was so damn bright lah plus we din have enuff cool music plus we couldnt achalli dance tt well..hahah mmm well around 2plus most of them left but jenn may and sy stayed over..

ok lah i realisd i hardly said anything about my bro's bday and party,but wld just like to end off by saying happy 21st bday gor!!!! (:

2006-07-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

racial harmony day fotos!! (: haha ytd was a rather fun day but then quite disappointingly, not many tjcians turned up in their ethnic costumes..think we shld be more enthu lor, must get into the spirit of the celebration ma!! haha well anywayz, wat mattered more was that my close frens wore lah and we had fun taking loads of fotos!! so there u have it...the lovely fotos below! haha

me, kryshelle, simin & may

me, simin & alex
strike a pose, laydees!! (:
*tsk tsk* demure girls we are...haha!
lalala~ bimbos (:
wen yuan & i
miss apri rocks and i :P

racial harmony day 2006!! (part of cg 34/06 wif my fav teacher mrs noordin)

haha taiwan exchange program ppl! ok this foto is quite random lah..but then i had to go hwa chong for dance practice for the taiwan exchange program cos we gotta put up a performance for the taiwanese when they come on the 29th..yep so decided to take a foto of the grp! (: dun we look kinda pro? haha ya i noe..im the only extra one in yellow..but thats cos i din know they agreed to wear white tops..heh~

2006-07-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

haha this shall be a photo blog cos im too lazy to write anything :X
P.S its my 1st time posting fotos! lol

ying xiu and i (:

mUUuuAcKKz!!

30th sc acting kewt!!! arent we adorable? (:

may lee and xin hui lee (:

peizhi and i! (:

e awesome grad nite com!!

well..thats some of the fotos i've taken during council day...wasnt wat i expected..but at least got to hang out wif the 30th sc ppl and our seniors (:

2006-07-15T14:44:00.000+08:00

jcts are finally over and this is a summary of my results.
econs-44/100 (D)
math-56/100 (D)
lit-46/100 (E)
lep-43/100 (E)
gp-43/100 (E)

lol the gd news is..i've managed to pass everything and my parents dun have to go see teachers and principal!! hahaha mmm on the other hand, the bad news is..i definitely did really badly lah..all the 40+...eeww` well but at least this shows that i have lots and lots of room for improvement. sighh..anyway its so sad la! cg 34/06 is the last for math lor!!! we rank 0 percentile leh!!!! pathetic rite! hahaha but dun despair k guys! we can do it!!! lets aim for the most value-added improvement award at the end of the yr!! (: although i doubt we can catch up with the impressive results of 01/06..but lets at least try to have results that match the average standard of the whole cohort k? (:

work hard ppl!!! we have 2 more mths to promos and we are so gonna do very very well!! cg 34/06 rox!! hehe

mmm anyway its Council Day @ Venezia todaY!! lol im feeling prettaye excited i must say...(: hope it will be a nite to remember hehe..

2006-07-05T20:44:00.000+08:00

shall blog about ytd.

although school has already started for a wk, yesterday felt more like THE official first day since our jcts are over and we have to adjust back to the normal time-table. wah, frankly speaking, after a whole mth of playing and slacking at home, i really cant get used to waking up at the wee hours every morning again and paying attention during lessons. even though my lessons ended at 1250 today which is considered super early, i was totally tired la! during gp, was falling aslp liao lor..

mmm even though sch ended early, had to stay back in sch till very late..had national day meeting, a short sc meeting and had to go jenn house to do posters for grad nite lol...haha wif jenn's help, the posters came out wonderful!!! lol being the arty girl tt she is, she was particular wif all the nitty-gritty details, while xt and i, being ppl who were tired and had to leave soon kept telling her tts its alright, dun have to bother so much cos ppl wun look at such fine details..lol but anyway, really must thank jennifer. thanks jennifer!!!! (: hehe

ok on to today..took back our lit papers...lol just as expected. din do too well. got 13/25 for the pc qns and 10/25 for the prose analysis qns. total 46/100 which is a grade D. haha i noe tt still sounds kinda bad..but then at least it wasnt an F. HAHA.

well think will get back the math paper tmr..aint looking forward to tt definitely. think i will probably get between 35 to 50 marks. lol we shall see tmr if my estimate is accurate...

.:the five things:.

2006-07-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

.:Me & the Five things:.

5 things that u did in your secondary school:

1. formed cliques called S.E.X.Y, 3 peas & flancee' wif a great bunch of frens (:
2. came to sch in sec 2 wif my frens holding big spastic balloons to give each other as vday prezzies(:
3. took part in a chinese public speaking inter-class competition in sec 3 only to get consolation
-_-" haha
4. rebonded my hair in sec 4
5. sprained my ankle every year since sec 2 onwards. haha.

5 of your favourite bands/singers:

1. lin jun jie
2. angela zhang shao han
3. wilber pan wei bo
4. black-eyed peas
5. S.H.E

5 things u would do if u were a millionaire:

1. travel around the world wif my friends & family
2. try all the yummy delicacies of the world (:
3. buy my family and i a really cool big house to live in with neoprint machines built in my room and a pool table in the family area and a huge LCD screen tv in EVERY room....the list goes on(: hahaha!
4. buy many many lovely clothes bags accessories and shoes and a big walk-in wardrobe to go along wif my big collection(:
5. go for facials, spas, medicures, pedicures, hair treatments frequently and hire a personal trainer for myself to get into shape! (:

5 bad habits:

1. procrastinating!
2. watching too much tv
3. easily addicted to idol dramas
4. tend to say things without going through my head only to regret it later
5. too much comments on anything and everything

5 things you like doing:

1. watching nice idol dramas & imagining myself as the main character
2. sleeping
3. chilling with my friends at a nice cafe like starbucks and chatting over coffee maybe..hehe
4. shopping till i drop!
5. slacking and doing watever i please without having to worry about studies and hwk deadlines and pw and stuff like tt..

5 things u will never buy/wear/get:

1. real tattoo
2. drugs
3. cigarettes
4. sucky cds like chao ke ai band
5. black lipstick

5 favourite things:

1. my earring holder!
2. my prettaye clothes and accessories
3. my lovely home in tanah merah(:
4. my L'mour handphone
5. my box full of beautiful memories..

5 ppl im sabo-ing to do this:

1. ying xiu
2. evadne
3. waikit
4. kryshelle
5. siying

lol. ok im done wif the tag tt may tagged me with. haha hmm think the past few days were really enjoyable. a much welcomed and appreciated break after the jcts though not exactly well-deserved..haha ok i shant mention anything about results until i get it back lah lol..

went out on thursday evening wif may,yulin,jenn,wilson,xt to catch just my luck. super nice show! for all the chick-flick fanatics out there..u shld definitely catch this! (: haah oh anyway, it was such a coincidence lah..the seats beside us were taken up by tjcians too! aft the show ended, we turned behind and saw another row of tjcians..lol i conclude tj ppl dun hesitate to enjoy themselves lol(:

on friday, went out wif the same grp of frens minus yulin. went k-boxing at marina square. haha as usual k box was super fun. sang from like 2 to 7..however today was quite different cos we sang mainly english songs and may aso sang some lau pok songs by zhang xin zhe lol. anyway aft tt, may left us and me wilson xt jenn continued shopping till like 10 plus before we had dinner at a chinese restaurant. shared a bowl of beef ramen wif xt. wah liew! we were practically in a food competition la! both of us slurpping away cos we were damn hungry..lol super farnie sight..

sat, went to watch syf opening wif the sc ppl..lol these few days were damn freaking hot lah! cannot take it...i just dun enjoy these kinda events tt much..national day parade included..dun really watch one cos every yr like all the same one..

sun, stayed at home to ''recuperate''.. lol felt really tired after playing for so many days lor..so i ended up slping the whole day and watching tv and my e zuo ju zhi wen...hehehe(:

today, went out in the morning for grad nite committee meeting at parkway macs. aft tt went to meet the taiwan trip ppl at orchard to buy clothes for our dance performances..lol surprsingly it was the girls who decided real quickly lah..the guys all so ma fan.this one cannot that one dun like..lol anyway was supposed to meet xt wilson may at tm aft tt but cos i was feelin too hot and tired lah..so ended up going home to slp...hehe

well overall, i had a brilliant weekend. sigh..back to reality again tmr..):

2006-06-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

met up with sy and wk yesterday to visit sharon in gleneagles hospital. lol i must say it was really a super interesting day lah!! oh well, life wif this bunch of retards are nvr normal anyway..hehe

anyway, we met up at like 7pm even though the visiting hours were from 9am to 9pm-_- how smart rite..wat were we thinking man..being so confident that we could buy a present, have dinner, chiong to gleneagles hospital and have time to spend wif sharon?? haha ok and as usual, we ending up meeting like 30min later at arnd 730...had to seriously chiong our way arnd orchard to get the perfect gift. at 1st wanted to buy her shoes, but in the end we went to phuture london cos she likes stuff from there. so after choosing very quickly, we got her this white top which we aft that realised, was kinda inappropriate cos it looked like a big bandage..hahaha

aft the present was bought, went to the department store to get sharon a prettaye metoyou card. sigh, achalli we saw this really really beautiful earring holder thing tt we wanted to buy for her!! but having bot the cake,present,card,wrapper and ribbons, we were really quite broke already even though all of us din mind spening more $$ on her(:

HAHA. and even so, we din give up easily ok. the 3 of us cleverly came up wif this brilliant plan of finding the receipt for the top and returning to phuturelondon by saying that the size doesnt fit, and since there was only 1 of the top left in the shop, they will have to return us the $$ right? haha achalli we will never know. cos being absolute geniuses, we din even bother to take the receipt lah..SIGH...

ok now on to the cab incident. first and foremost, i have to say that i have the most thick-skinned bunch of frens lah!!! cos ah, since we were in a hurry, and the cab queue was SO SUPER SUPER LONG..sy achalli suggested that we go right to the front of the queue and tell the person tt its a ''life and death situation'' and ask if they can let us go first. my god man. i was totally horrified when i heard tt suggestion lah! but u noe wat? she told me she and sharon did it before cos they were late for their movie-_- damn bad rite!!! haha but then...since we were REALLY in a hurry..we decided to go ahead wif the plan.

haha sy damn brave lah! she was the one who asked the person..in the end wk and i just act along.wk even called up sharon and say..''hello sharon ah..are u ok not? wat ward are u in?! we coming liao..very fast one..'' lol then somemore i think cos i was nervous la, i keep perspiring!! then wk was saying ''eh dun worry dun worry..im sure she's fine..'' LOL! damn gao xiao lah..in the end the 2 kind ladies in front achalli let us go first leh, although she was most definietely suspicious cos we were like carrying bags of cakes and presents-_-

really felt damn guilty after that..we promise nvr nvr to get into this kinda situation again where we have to lie.haha anyway, gleneagles was really quite far from orchard station lah..luckily we din decide to walk. hehe

guess what? juz when we tot all the excitement was over, we realise that we dun have a lighter when we took the cake out in the hospital..hahaha i think we're really a bunch of losers man! haha anyway luckily this uncle had lah..so we lit the candle and asked the nurse to go in sharon's room and tell her to slp and off the lights..haha aft tt, wk held the cake and the 3 of us walked in, singing happy bdae really loudly.

hahaha and guess wat again?!! the candle went off lah while we were singing half way!!!! so stupid rite!! then siying rushed in and told sharon'' pretend u din see anything''. hahaha! i was laughing until i was practically in fits liao lah!!! damn damn gao xiao man. hehe but glad tt sharon seemed rather amused. (:

oh anyway, aft all the commotion was over we finally sat down and had a gd look at sharon. wah her left knee was wrapped until it looked like some pig leg. wk and sy even asked her to pose so they can pose her pig leg fotos on friendster.HAHAHA damn bad rite!! lol

luckily the nurse was kind enuff to let us stay till after visiting hours. or else our efforts would have gone down the drain..hehe aft we left, there was still a surprise awaiting sharon cos we had already told the nurse to pass her the present at 12am sharp(: glad she liked the present..

wah, ytd really adds on to my list of unforgettable days..lol hanging out wif sy and wk is really lotsa fun and full of crap man. everytime also like dat one..since sec 2 when we became close frens..tt day was still toking to wk about our sec 2 memories..haha i know i mentioned it before, but those were the days i enjoyed most throughout my secondary sch life. hmm 4 yrs of friendship le..i hope we continue to stay gd friends for a long time to come(:

happy sweet 17th bday, sharon!!!! (:

P.S To sharon's knee: knee knee get well soon!! take care ok sharon(: we love u loads!

2006-06-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

today was a great day!! (:

hehe met may & jenn at bugis today..1st of all, since we were REALLY hungry, we decided to have lunch..mm but then since we planned to shop till we drop, we had to scrimp and pinch on food, in the end, decided to try rosti at the basement. BIG MISTAKE. not only did we wait for super super long, the auntie's attitude was quite bad ok! and the main thing was that it din even taste tt gd lah..definitely cant compare wif marche's rosti!!

anywayz, aft lunch it was time for our shopping spree!! (: went frm shop to shop, trying outfit after outfit tirelessly..lol in the end rite, i bought a pale purple bamboo straw bag for arnd 14 bucks!! its super super nice! i love it to pieces!! hehe jenn bot one too, but hers is in red..too bad may din buy, or we cld have formed the straw bag gang..haha.

on top of that, i bot this black skirt which made me really pissed! cos at 1st it was 26 bucks, and the shop gave a 20% discount..so happy at first lah! until i went to the next store and realised that it was selling for 19.90!!! arghhh..now i noe man..nvr ever ever compare prices aft u buy smth lah! u will end up feeling realli upset if u realised tt u bot it at a more ex price..haha mm but knowing me, i will probably do tt again next time haha (:

ohoh lastly, i bot this black racer top wif a golden crown pattern at bugis village!! haha i simply simply lurve crowns lah!! and black & gold is simply the best colour combination in the world!! hehe(: oh jenn bot smth at bugis village too...it was a really prettaye pink tube top hehe(:

aft shopping for like 5 hours straight, we went to V8 to settle our dinner. as usual, the food was great!! for ppl who havent been there, i recommend it strongly! i had the grilled salmon steak, while jenn had the chicken baked rice & may had the sphagetti in cream sauce..very yummy!! lol aft tt, went down to rockery to have a drink and we ended up sitting there for 2 hours! haha since no $$ liao so we sat down there and chatted and gossiped...hehe i must say i had a realli great time toking to both of them! think we shld do this more often if we have the time k =)

hmm on the whole, i rate today as an excellent day!!! however, it would have been even greater if i cld buy my white skirt and black & gold jacket..hehe have a feelin i will come back wif jenn again these few days to get the stuff we wanted to buy today but din have enuff $$ to..lol oh ya! i have to mention this, may is really super thrifty lah!!! so unlike jenn and i. the 3 of us came out wif around the same amt of cash and at the end of the day, jenn and i were like totally broke!! can u believe it? may din buy anything leh! even though we tried to psycho her to get smth, her determination din even waver one single bit leh..pro rite!! really must salute to her la! lol

shopping absolutely rawks (:

2006-06-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

may says my new blogskin is very nice. hahaha! so happy (: hmm but then again, not i make one dunno why im so happy..hehe but oh well, lol my new blogskin rocks!!

(:

2006-06-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

oh damn im really starting to panic. just cant seem to get back the studying momentum which i had during the o level period. now my concentration span has been reduced to a mere hour. im like so dead now.

4 subjects. touched a little on math, and like half a topic on econs. the other 2? untouched.

great. JUST GREAT. im going to flop my jct so badly...

lesson no. 1 : procrastination & laziness gets u NOWHERE.

lesson no. 2: never borrow a whole series of VCDs[think: devil beside you.] to watch 2 weeks before ur exams. not only will u not be tested on this, u are going to spend the whole day thinking about the plot(& the gd looking male lead) even after u have finished watching the show.

aHHhhhHHhhhhHH!!

i just never learn..

moral of the story: a leopard doesnt change its spots. (esp. during the holidays)

2006-06-03T00:14:00.000+08:00

someone once told me '' life is like taking a train..at some stops in life, some ppl get on while some ppl get off..'' how true. even though sometimes u wished wif all ur heart for someone to continue staying on..u just cant make them stay..

i think tt at certain points in life u will meet certain special ppl tt u will nvr ever forget in this lifetime, and i guess i've met one like that.

its wrong for me to say this and feel like tt..since tt person is already happily settled down..but i really miss this once-special someone..

maybe its seeing the ppl around me all getting attached suddenly..my close friends esp...makes me feel the lost of having a special someone by ur side even more..

someone whom i can tok to
someone whom i can confide in
someone whom i know will always be there for me
whenever i need him

its been long..around 6 mths i guess..but certain memories just dun fade~

no matter how hard i try to push them away..

i miss u.i really really do..

2006-05-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

haha today two retards headed off to sph's FAMILY DAY @ sentosa. lol may and i met like 12+ at harbourfront to go for the carnival even though it was raining cats and dogs outside. BIG MISTAKE. not only tt, we were like the only ones there without our families haha. anyway, upon reaching siloso beach, we literally trekked all the way to the tents where the carnival was being held. sigh 1 hand holding the umbrella, 1 hand grabbing our tote bags tightly while our slippers kept filling up wif mud and sand. DISGUSTING!!!

haha achalli we wanted to take a picture of our sad sad faces due to our sad predicament lah but then, i realised my cam had no battery while may's had no memory-__________- lol anywayz, there was realy nth much to do except for eat hence we went to queue up for food. being the typical kiasu singaporean, may and i each redemned 2 lunch sets since we had 4 tix. hahaha and just as expected, we couldnt even finish like 70% lah and had to throw away the food.

hmm although the carnival was a total waste of time, the only gd thing tt came out of it was the gd food. haha there were satays,mee siam,chicken rice,chicken pie,roti prata,siew mai,cake,curry...lol so u can imagine how much food was there lah (:

aft tt achalli wanted to go clarke quay to watch the la dance company's performance, but in the end we decided to go ps to watch da vinci code! haha and unlike for xmen3, we were considered lucky cos we got the SECOND row instead of the FIRST!!! hahaha wat a major achievement right..=) anyway the show was a super super loooooooong 2.5 hours or so. hmm general thoughts abt the show..it was okay,not too bad not too awesome either. the book was definietely much more interesting lah and if u din read the bk, u probably wun understand anything just like may. haha she kept asking me wats happening lah..lol

anywayz, today was a random interesting day on the whole. lol yep so gotta go off to lep camp tmr... ): SIGH!!! not expecting it to be fun..but just hoping tt it wun be TOO BORING ehh..

ok then,cya ppl in 4 days time!!!! =)

meanwhile..life goes on....................haha

2006-05-26T14:52:00.000+08:00

oh i got tagged by meryl! (: haha okok so here goes:

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

gender: male heterosexuals (i find it crucial to add tt in due to the increasing no. of homosexuals lately..lol)

My perfect lover should..
.be tall! a gd height wld be 180cm (:
.have a lovely smile [i love dimples!]
.be smart
.have nice eyes
.love his friends and family cos ppl like that are usually sensitive and sweet. i think.haha
.know how to play a musical instrument like drums/piano/violin/saxophone or alternatively, he can since well (:
.be sporty!
.love me wholeheartedly. enough said (:

8 tags! jenn,may,waikit,kryshelle,jan,evadne,xiu,ermz..cant think of anymore! lol

haha this is fun(: i guess most girls just naturally like to fantasize once in awhile about their perfect guy..their knight in shining armour on a white horse. haha okok this is so cliche..lol

nth more to add..have a nice day ppl! =)

2006-05-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. im really super ultra lazy lah..so long nvr update my blog liao hahaha..okok i shall try to recall wat happened vaguely over the past wk..on 2nd tots..i shall just update on today and ytd hehe(:

Thursday, May 11 2006
had our 1st 30th sc general meeting today.lol very significant day!!! its the day where we got assigned our committees,posts and sign up for projects tt we wanted to be involved in. yeah i got the post which i wanted-personal affairs & welfare director(PAWD?haha.) in the management of internal affairs(MIA) committee(: hehe along wif me is claire who is also the PAWD. oh the other 3 ppl in our com are cheryl & joan who are the aesthetics directors and guoping,the only guy, who is the team member. haha well anyway congrats to may,xt,wk & all others for getting the posts they want too! (: hmm really hope that the 30th sc will have a great yr ahead together. be it work, fun, trouble etc. we shall get through them all together k! (: ~30th SC rawks!

ok anyway aft meeting, went to attend beta house function. as usual, sharon came too. lol hmm quite little ppl i must say..din really stay for too long..anyway aft tt we decided to go cine to catch a movie. saw sy there which was a nice surprise(: in the end the 3 of us din watch a movie cos the current movies arent too exciting so we sat down and ate and pastamania(:

Friday, May 12 2006
met up wif dearest meryl today!! (: long time no see le..it really felt great to hang out wif the buddy who went through the tough period during prelims and o lvels wif me..can still remember how we used to spend almost all our spare time at siglap starbucks and study,eat,drink and talk crap.lol oh and i think we were really retarded lah about the marie france thing..hehe *secret ;)

anyway today we went cine..as usual we couldnt resist food so we went to suki to have lunch..aft tt went far east plaza to walk arnd..saw 2 tjcians,david and amanda..lol saw david like thrice today lah..i was NOT following him k, like wat he was thinking..hahaha~ ok aft tt we went on to heerens. lol wah all the walking today really made the soles of our feet hurt like siao lah!!! haha cant blame anyone really since it was our decision to wear the painful heels..alas girls will be girls. no pain no gain anyway, right? =)

hmm din do much except walk around but i had a splendid time..wah mer is really the most gl fren i have lah just like im her most gl fren. hahaha we are really super gossipy and bitchy man..keep talking and gossiping..lol anyway it was fun!! haha the gl club rocks!!

hey meryl, lets do this again soon k? (: till then do keep in touch!

ok basically tts wat i did today & yesterday..as for tmr? im planning to go gym wif bro in the morning..lol if u din already noe, im on a new kick. and tts going to gym to lose those flabby arms of mine and calories. haha yep. 3 times a week is my target and i WILL achieve my aim. just u wait. (:

oh where was i? right. my plans. aft tt in the late afternoon gotta meet up wif sc ppl to usher for tj choir @ acs barker...

alright then.i've updated my blog..so noone can say my blog is dying anymore..hehe ohoh anyway,happy vesak day ppl! =)

2006-04-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

30th sc exco elections today. hmm though we dun get to take part in the general elections, this elections is really exciting too..took us a few hours to come to a decision cos there was just too many strong candidates..hmm aft hearing some of the speeches that the nominees made, i must say tt a few of their speeches really touched my heart..dunno if im supposed to say but to be on the safe side..i shant reveal wat these meaningful quotes are until its alright to do so..anyway, congrats to the exco members!! (: hmm to the ppl reading my blog, bet ur curious who these ppl are..haha but u shall noe on tue,just like the rest of the student body..haha=)

hmm may and pei zhi came my house today. we borrowed the show 'just like heaven' by reese witherspoon. oh my..i lurve lurve lurve the show to pieces! its really very very touching..even though the male lead(forgot wats his name) is just average looking, but the sweetness of his character seems to make us think he's better looking than he really is..haha i strongly recommend all of u to watch this..so go watch kk...

yeah no sch on monday:)

P.S pardon me for my randomness.

sc camp

2006-04-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

back from sc camp. haha one word to describe my experience-memorable.

frm the very beginning, we knew tt we werent going to have it easy. when we 1st reported at 10pm, the seniors were all standing in neat rows wif solemn faces and demanding to know why we were so late. aft tt they made us unpack all our stuff to check if we brought anything less or more..had to do many pushups then for all our tardiness..at the end of it, our hands and knees were all super red and painful. tt nite, smth scary happened. arief fainted and the seniors couldnt revive him. an ambulance was later called to send him to the hospital. aft tt we were seriously freaked out. im sure the seniors were too..luckily, we received news the next day tt he was fine..

tt nite, we had survival cooking. haha it was damn fun! lol we had to use the dry twigs collected to start a fire in the sand pit and cook using the mess tins. haha our food seriously sucked. the chicken was half cooked,the beans werent cooked and the instant noodles turned out tasteless. only our campbell soup was still kinda edible..hehe aft cleaning up, we were allowed to turn in at around 430am..

on the 2nd day, we had amazing race! lol 3rd time this yr tt i played this game..this time we went toa payoh..other than going to places,we had to do many silly stuff too..i actually had to walk around wif a stocking over my hand and a pacifier in my mouth while liat beng and yonglong walked around wif stockings on their heads-_- haha i bet ppl tot we were crazy man..though tiring,i tot it was rather fun..

when we came back, we had campfire at nite..the seniors from previous batches came back too..tt was a really stressful time cos our overall ic xiu wasnt there to oversee things..she fractured her nose during amazing race..heard tt there was alota bleeding..(*to xiu: get well soon k!!! must take care..be careful not to perspire this few days..mUacKZ! love ya loads gal!) anyway, during campfire, group 1's performance was seriously bad. haha our stomp was like super super terrible man..totally no sense of rhythm..lol

aft campfire, we had to go through nite PT. oh my god. i will nvr forget tt nite for as long as i live. we had to do so many physical stuff like pushups,situps while carrying a 90kg log wif 7 other gals,stomach crunches,twinkles,star jumps,hanging on the monkey bars,running 2.4km..many casualties tt nite..hmm i broke down during the 2.4km run cos i was seriously seriously tired on top of my aching knee.

thank you to all u guys who supported me and cheered me on during tt time.it really really helped me get through it more easily..i was really very touched by their show of care and concern..(:

aft nite PT, we aso had mass dance test and at 3am,we were finally allowed to go to slp..however,that was not the end!! aft going to slp for awhile, i was woken up by jiayi..it turns out tt all of us had to go for nite walk..wah at that moment, i was seriously damn damn tired tt i couldnt think straight at all man..af tt, went back to slp on the steps of the sports complex..

finally, aft seeming like eternity, the last day arrived. we woke up early in the morning and ran to ecp. over there, we finally had some fun! (: seniors and juniors both went into the water and played fun games like tug-of-war and captain's ball..lol i believe tt was the time whereby all the elects really enjoyed themselves(:

before we broke camp at around 5..we had to do some reflections. it was really an emotional moment filled wif tears...many said their thanks to the seniors and affirmed each other for supporting them during those times when they felt like giving up..hmm even though this camp was the toughest one i've ever experienced,im glad i went through it wif all the other elects. it really brought us closer together. its true, adversities really bond ppl together..hopefully when the 30th student council elects are invested into sc next mth, we will work well together for the next 1.5 yrs and share moments of joy and go through periods of difficulty together (:

lastly,wld like to thank our seniors of the 29th students council for giving us support throughout the entire camp. on top of cheering us on constantly, they also suffered together wif us by doing PT wif us too. i think that was really admirable..thank u!!!(:

2006-04-20T13:31:00.000+08:00

stress. its finally getting to me..

failed my recent math test by 0.5 mark): sucks man the feeling..oh and just had econs test today..sigh couldnt finish doing part b..on top of tt, i labelled my graph wrongly so i probably got 0 for that part..hai why dun i ever learn my lesson? manage my time properly and write fast!!!! ARGH.

many many stuff to do this wk..

have to hand in pw PI tmr,write student council campfire proposal by today,plan campfire program and fotocopy tmr,pack my bag for student council's camp..

lots of activites this weekend wif the cheerleading competition tmr, parent-tutor dialogue and finally, sc camp.

oh just to stray for awhile,anyway..i did it! im now an sc elect! yippee!(: hehe glad tt xiangting,waikit,xiu,peizhi,may also made it..congrats guys! (:

note to jenn,clovis: cheer up k..dun be sad anymore..oh and dun stop believing in ur ability to make a difference! we'll always always be there for ya! =)

back to sc camp..hmm though the seniors arent letting on much,but its widely believed that sc camp is 1 tough camp,probably the total opposite of SLC which was seriously slack lol...yep so i definitely gotta be mentally-prepared..

hopefully,by the end of the camp, the 30th SC elects will bond together and more friendships will be formed. (:

haha shall blog about it when i come back next wk..

P.S HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY dear jennifer!!! *mUaCkZ~!! love ya SO MUCH!! :P

2006-04-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

happy 19th birthday samuel!! (:

haha too bad cant wish ya personally since ur in camp and all..hmm noe u find it weird to be so formal la..but then still hope tt u will have ur bday wishes come true k=)

P.S yep they were indeed happy memories..im finally able to look back upon them wif a smile(: am really glad tt we still remained frens..

2006-04-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

happy gd friday ppl! (:

lol din do much today except going for cheeleading practice in the morning..haha still cant manage to do the shoulder sit well enuff..keep on popping down in a super ugly manner la! lol eh wk we must jiayou k! haha..hmm practised until about 2 then went for lunch at the hawker centre opp. sch..aft tt went tm to buy the top for the guys' cheerleading outfits..haha in the end they bot the fbt white top..hope alpha cheerleading will do well next fri! (:

hmm oh last nite went for tj's mardi gras. it was a fun event!! many performances around sch..saw the modern dance performance and the teachers singing..lol mr rajesh is pro man! his rendition of cant take my eyes off u is superb! haha anyway sharon,jenn and i went to 1 of the stalls and did henna..lol me and jenn aso did manicure while sharon decorated her fone wif studs..hehe stupid sharon and i din realise tt ur supposed to peel off the brown brown henna stuff when it hardens! haha mm anyway we tot it looked beta wif it on our arms..haha but stupid me din realise that since im so dark and all,the pattern doesnt really show up against my skin..so its $3.50 wasted-_-

saw many ppl around sch..including familiar ppl frm other sch like val,weijean,mer..haha was rather afraid i wld be overdressed at first..but i realised tt alot of ppl went all out and dressed their best too..(: hehe some ppl even came in interesting costumes..oh but there was 1 tt i din like..the girl who came in the pyjamas wif bloodstains all over her and holding a teddy..that was super freaky!!! bet many ppl were freaked out..haha

as usual aft a tj event, a grp of us went for supper..lol i realised that we girls are the pigs man! sharon,jenn,me,may and xt shared a stingray,sotong,oyster omelette and satay! haha but the food was great(:

was a tiring day..esp. since i wasnt feelin too well but well..it was a worthwhile experience(:

anyway here's a short meaningful phrase i wld like to share wif u guys..lol

here goes..

Dream...
and as you dream, remember that
only you can make your dreams come true.
Reach...
and as you reach, remember that
success takes time, devotion
and sometimes a little disappointment.
Believe...
and as you believe, you will find reaching gets easier.
Setbacks get more manageable
Life becomes more meaningful.

There's a wonderful dream
waiting just for you..
I know you can make it come true.
(:

2006-04-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

i had a really great birthday!!! a BIGGGG thank u to all who've made this possible!! ppl who celebrated my bday for me like wk,xt,may,jenn,yulin,xiu,evad,sharon,sy,clovis,wilson,jon and all the ppl who remembered like jan,weijean,my klazmates of cg 34/06,sunny,samuel,...sorry cant remember everyone but thanks!!

hehe *mUacKz!!!! (: love u all loads!

P.S a big special special thank u to my super super generous and nice bro who bot me a nike bag!!! THANK YOU!!! =)=)

2006-04-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

WARNING: a super long blog ahead! haha beta not read if u dun have the patience..

for the rest who are interested to noe about my experience at SLC..scroll on..haha (:

haha sitting in the hub now waiting for my turn to use the printer to print my tutorials..sigh..sian sian sian..lol ''hi!! i m ying xiu=)) xin hui loves me!! jia you for sc!!''

haha extra rite..as usual..bimbotic extra xiu was sitting next to me in the hub and she just had to type smth-____- lol oh ya..just came back from students' leadership camp on sun afternoon..hmm i wun say it was super fantastic but still nubbad ba..think it was partly due to our boring camp facilitator..she was so quiet boring and strict lah..everything aso cannot..must go by the book! suger rigid can..-_- ohoh! another boring thing was the talks tt we had to sit through! my grpmates including me kept falling aslp..in the end we even had the audacity to just lie on the flr..haha!

during the 1st day we had this save the villagers thing where we were supposed to build a raft and transport our grp members across the baby pool-_- lol it was super funny! our group had the most dangerous raft cos we used so many bamboo poles..haha but it was really secure and none of the raffia string achalli came out..unlike grp 3's..hahaha(: tot tt activity was really quite fun since all of us ended up splashing water and playing in the swimming pool=)

at nite we watched this movie called''remember the ti'tans'' which was based on an actual story. its a SUPER meaningful and touching movie about race discrimination between the blacks and whites.. i seriously recommend u guys to watch it! really very very touching..i was crying when the julius or dunno who got into a car accident..cant believe waikit achalli slept through the show and said it was boring lor!!!

oh i love gala nite esp. it was so funny! the cross dressing segment! lol i tot zhihao was the sexiest gal budden daphne/david acted the best! lol makes real girls feel inferior man..hahaha oh and the skits i tot the guanyinma group's skit was super hilarious man! as for our grp..lol only one word to describe-retarded!!! we did this memoirs of a geisha thing and i was UNLUCKY enough to become that geisha!!! so embarrassing..haha ok anyway another thing i liked was the sembawang trail..think tt was the time that our camp grp(power!) really bonded together..everyone really gave it their best and ran wif all their might! haha although we din come in 1st, we managed to come in 3rd which was still great! (: power power tak!!! (:(:

hmm during the 3 day 2 nite camp ah..wah i was bitten by mosquitoes so many zillion times man!!! think its really true that certain blood types are more prone to mosquito bites..haha oh ya smth to add on..i tot that the location for the camp was kinda weird...it was at this old country club that has this abandoned house and a garden called the 'elizabeth garden' where queen elizabeth once had tea there..lol alot of us gathered around there at nite to tok before going to slp..lol smth interesting happened during camp..on the 1st nite many of us ignored the boys and gals are not allowed to go to each others' tents rule..in the end many tents consisted of both boys and gals..haha mm achalli nth scandalous was going on..but nevertheless ms norsheeha still gave us a warning next day and the camp facilitators even went on a 'monkey-hunt' late at nite to catch couples..hahaha

lol felt really super extremely exhausted when i reached home..slept for 3 hours straight..aft that woke up for 30min and went back to slp again..next day din go to sch aso..hahaha..

mmm eh achalli now as i recall back..the camp was quite fun lah lol..dunno why things always seem to be more fun and interesting when u think back again..haha ok lah anyway thats about it for the SLC..

yeah yeah ONE MORE DAY to a super super impt day k..(: hehe! (: k lah gotta run for LEP lessons liao(: have a nice day ppl!!

OHYAR!!! forgot to add smth..HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, May and Khai Qi!!! (: love u guys k..hope tt all ur wishes may come true! =)

2006-04-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. its the sc nominees introduction to college tmr. hopefully i dun screw up my intro and my Q & A! *prays hard..i really really wanna get into SC..

oh ya. anyway,i tot my foto for the online voting really seriously sucks!! :(

wish me luck for tmr!

2006-04-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

hmm..would like to talk about this dream tt i've dreamt about a couple of times..

in my dream, im about to marry someone whom i dun really know & dun really like..its really very weird la..haha cos as im getting ready to marry that unknown person i keep having feelings of uncertainty inside me..like wondering if i shld go ahead wif it anot cos i seem to be still holding on to smth..hmm but i always end up not knowing wat happens cos i woke up already..lol maybe i shld slp longer next time and see wat happens..(:

haha i asked wk wat he thinks it means..he says nth and tt its a typical girl's dream..lol

2006-04-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

Something of you still taut
stull tugs still pulls,
a rope that trembled
hummed between us
Hummed, love, didn't it.
Love, how it hummed. [a short extract frm 'Vino Tinto' by Sandra Cisneros]

They once had a good time, but with time, she has begun to accept the loss..feelings of nostalgia? i guess that must be wat this poem is trying to convey..

hmm just tot i would like to share this short paragraph wif u guys since i found it meaningful..

i love literature. (:

2006-03-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

oh.my.god.i cant believe what i saw on the weighing scale.SHOCKING NUMBERS!!5* kg!!!!!

i am so gonna swim my lungs out during swimming tmr!!

i must be fit i must be tonned i mustnt be fat i mustnt give up..

2006-03-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

today wasnt a gd day..hmm dun get me wrong, nth bad happened but nth gd happened either..its just that i hate days like these when i dun really have much to do to keep me occupied..cos at times like this, random thoughts would fill my mind as i look at the world arnd me..

was on my way to tampines for dental this afternoon and as i took the train from tanah merah to tampines certain thoughts just flood my mind..no matter how hard i try to push them away,they just wun go..seeing ppl go by in groups talking and laughing, i began to feel self-conscious..aware of the fact that i was by myself..making me feel even more alone than ever..i know i have great frens and everything,but they cant be by my side 24/7..yet even with that knowledge, i just cant help feeling lost when im alone..at times like these, i cant help but look back at my life a few yrs back and think how carefree life was back then..

out of the 4 yrs of my sec sch journey, i wld say without a doubt that sec 2 was my best year..it was that yr that i became close to a bunch of really great frens like waikit,siying,sharon..i remember our frequent visits to changi airport's genki sushi and our meetings early in the morning in sch just to play..another fond memory wld be valentine's day whereby we showered each other wif huge aa gifts..haha..hmm i wld say tt these ppl definitely played a huge part in making my sec 2 yr so enjoyable..on top of tt, sec 2 was of cos the yr i knew him..but well, i have nth much to say abt that since it was all in the past..

on the outside, i may appear cheerful, outgoing and happy to most ppl..but how true is tt i wonder to myself..is tt really how i feel? or is tt just a cover up for a lonely, scared girl with no confidence hiding deep inside? im afraid to find tt out for myself..

suddenly i feel shocked at wat i've typed above..tts not who i would have portrayed myself to be like..it sure doesnt seem like the same person who encourages ppl not to be pessimistic about things and to cheer up no matter wat happens..

ppl say that certain incidents tt happened wld change ur life forever..maybe in the way u do things, or in the way u portray life on the whole..i suppose its true..before this yr, i dun think i've ever thought so deep and so much about my life basically..and the ppl around me who care about me and who i care about so much..

i wonder if i used to be too complacent..thinking naively tt the ppl i love would always be by my side..i was nvr too gd at saying tt i care..but i do..i really do..

sigh maybe its the weather thats making me feel so nostalgic and all sappy..rainy days nvr fail to make me feel like this..

lets just hope that tmr will be a beta day..

alpha house function

2006-03-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

went for alpha house function'euphoria' last nite..i guess it wasnt a very successful function cos sadly enuff,many ppl left before it was even over [stupid idiotic wk is one of them]..at 9+ only me,may,jenn,sharon,yl,xt and some other ppl were left..really very sad! think towards the end was still okie i tot,cos we danced mass dances(:

aft the function ended, a few of us went to the student lounge to chill and enjoy the lovely aircon(: hehe..wah before tt,i nvr even knew the existence of tt room lor! played a few rounds of bridge wif sharon,yl and jenn..aft tt, jon taught us the basics of billards and we started playing..lol think im seriously quite bad at it lah..haha sharon was pro eh..got in a black ball!! =)

hmm around 11+, we had to leave sch as the scs were aso leaving le..decided to have supper at bedok centre wif jenn,sharon,yl,jon,david,imran,wilson and ermz,the vball guy whose name i cant remember..heh..wah seriously feel like a pig man! i think the gals ate the most..haha we shared a bbq stingray and bbq squid..nubbad but then it was super spicy! mmm tot tt the milo godzilla(or dinosaur..wateva its called) was super nice (:

on the whole, i felt tt ytd wasnt such a bad day..=)

2006-03-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

im not sure why..these few days i begin to wonder if u've ever existed in my life..i feel confused as to whether we had ever been together before..becos right now, everything seems so far away & so unreal..

as i go about doing my things and carry on wif my life, i do still stop to think about u once in awhile..although u are no longer a part of my life just like how im not a part of urs,without fail ur name will definitely flash through my mind before i go to slp everyday..

a few weeks back i wld have felt distraught but now, i just try to push these thoughts out of my mind and regard them as nth out of the ordinary, as though thinking of u everyday is some sorta routine for me..

the break-up last yr seems to have pushed us millions of miles apart from each other..i wonder if its still possible to maintain a friendship wif u..its like,we hardly ever tok to each other now..sometimes i do have the urge to sms u to ask how u're doing but i wld be wondering if im sorta disturbing ur life cos u din asked about how im doing anyway..so i dunno if im kinda over intruding or smth..

although i suppose im healing from the breakup, i still feel kinda lost sometimes..i guess wat bothers me now is how our friendship seems to be bordering towards being non-existent..i wonder if u feel this way? or maybe u havent tot about it but watever it is, i just want u to noe tt i wld really be filled wif regret and sadness if we were to turn strangers from now on..i really really hope this wun happen..

if u still treat me as a gd fren..is it alright if u contacted me once in awhile? just to tok..doesnt really have to be anything specific..i guess ur probably busy lately trying to squeeze in time to hang out wif someone particularly dear to u..but do remember ur old frens once in awhile k..really hope u havent forgotten..

ppl say tt those who were once in a r/ship together and have broken up wld nvr be able to be friends again..i do hope wif all my heart that it wun be true for us cos i really really treasure this friendship..

i hope u read this..

2006-03-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

sigh. its 19th march..

wat more can i say?

=(

2006-03-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

oh.my.gosh.hols are practically over!!!! and i ask myself this'' what productive things have i done?'' HmmmMMmm..NOTHING!!! ah im so dead man..i still have my stupid lep hwk which will probably take me a long time to finish,my work from the 1st 3 mths that i have yet to revise,and newspapers which i promised to read everyday! seriously,i am really a procrastinator man..sigh and im still considering going out wif 3 peas tmr nite and wif nessa,may,xt,yl,jenn on sun..where am i going to find time to do work? i noe i shld sacrifice these 2 outings,but i really really wanna go...hai):

sigh.i broke my resolution today and smsed him even though i told myself not to..its not like i din try,but i really couldnt help it cos he was on my mind the entire day..mm it wun hurt to keep in contact..wld it? i wonder.. is it cos of the fact tt its just 2 days away to the day which was so significant to me 2 yrs ago tt i keep thinking of him..

hai..obviously i havent gotten over him completely.

2006-03-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

havent been updating my blog as frequently as i shld..gosh its been a week! haha waikit is right..my blog is dying!!! and its only been like less than a mth..haha okok i shall try to update at least once every 2 days during the hols..hehe

mmm last wk was a super eventful week for me! had 2nd orientation and fri was our o nite! hmm before fri, xt was telling me about her dream tt only 3 ppl turned up for it..luckily more than 3 turned up for our o nite..hehe and im glad we managed to get through it successfully(: hmm was really busy running arnd during o nite making sure everything ran smoothly..haha during the band performances,xt and i were standing on the stage at the wings and looking at the crowd gettin high and stuff..i must say its really really a great feeling!! seeing ppl enjoying becos of smth u helped organise..(: orientation passed by in a flash..so did o nite..all tt hard work put in by the scip ppl,ogls..im sure everyone will agree wif me tt it was totally worth it (: hmm achalli im feeling quite sad now cos the end of orientation sort of marks the end of scip..

during this first 3 mths,i've really really enjoyed myself in tjc. made so many frens in cg 21/06, scip and alpha house..i must say this has been one of the best times of my life..hope tt aft the first 3 mths all of us will still keep in touch kk(: haha i noe i sound like im changing schs or smth,but achalli im not..instead,im changing class to 34/06 and changing my house from alpha to beta..sigh i really feel very very sad cos its like now tt i've already bonded so well wif my house,meeting all the great ppl like nessa,may lee,may,jennifer,yl,xt,freddy etc... and joining alpha hoouse cheerleading..it really really saddens me to have to leave alpha!!! sigh..but of cos i noe there is nth i can do lah,so i really will try to make more frens in my new class and house and im sure i will be able to bond wif them sooner or later..of cos at the same time, not forgetting all my alpha mates..~once an alpha warrior, always an alpha warrior!!!~ =)

ok so tts mainly wat happened..hmm march hols are approaching! got so many activities lined up..meeting up wif frens,cheerleading trainings,cg outing..etc. but of cos..still have to leave some time for doing hwk and catching up on my studies.=( now i regret ponning so many lectures during 1st 3 mths..got loads to catch up on le..SIGH..

wif regards to him..well i think im really beginning to pick up the pieces le..im finally able to let go of the past memories tt i had wif him and get on wif my life..although once in awhile,when i read his blog posts about him and her, i still feel a tinge of sadness..but i dun cry anymore which is an improvement i guess..yep sigh hopefully i can get by next wk..since 1 wk later, on march 19, it wld have been our 2 yr anniversary..WLD HAVE been..sigh..ok shant think so much anymore..i gotta push these sad thoughts and all the 'what ifs and wld have beens' out of my head..i.am.officially.out.of.his.life..yep i gotta keep repeating that to myself..

ok going to slp now to replenish on slp lost over the past wk..

2006-03-05T17:30:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY PARENTS!!!! hehe..GUESS WHAT PPL!!?? i got the fone of my dreams!!!! nokia 7370!!! hehe it is so so super super pretty man..i can just stare at it for hours..lol(: hmm been charging it for the past few hrs so havent got to turn it on yet..cant wait! hehe(:

today is a great great day! wHHooOooo! (:

2006-03-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging the past few days cos have been really busy getting ready for next wk's orientation(: haha mmm lotsa planning to do..hopefully the Highlights Committee will make Voyagers' Nite 2 a night to remember! (:

mm cant remember wat i was doin the past few days so i shall just blog about today. haha went to sch at 9plus for a scip/ogl meeting which ended like 10 plus. aft tt, the ogls had mass dance test. hahaha the clan masters were super hilarious, esp. zenith clanmaster! lol(: aft our meeting in sch, highlights com went to BK at parkway to eat and discuss some stuff..haha went home at around 4 plus and slept for 4 hours straight! did more orientation stuff on the com aft i woke up..lol

wonder if its cos of the hectic schedule and enriching sch life..but these few days,i hardly tot about him at all which is a gd thing i suppose..

''as u cycled and led the way, i struggled to catch up as im riding on an old bike wif lotsa wear and tear while a new bike is carrying ur weight, aft much difficulty i managed to ride beside u and catch a glimpse of the radiant face tt always made my heart skip a beat...'' hmm i noe theres no pt in saying this, but i am willing to be the one to wait for u to catch up, match ur pace and to cycle next to u ya noe..but as said, theres no pt really in saying this since im not the one u want beside u..

smsed him awhile last nite and he told me he was going to sentosa tmr wif her..wat can i say? i wished him gd luck..it hurts to see the one i love slipping away through my fingertips..it really really does..hopefully i can continue to keep him out of my mind succesfully..

looking fwd to next wk's orientation(:

2006-03-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

i get wat u mean loud & clear. (: haha dun worry im not dense..the truth is, u dun have to tell me all this cos i already know deep in my heart tt its not going to happen e way i wld want it..but a person is allowed to dream once in awhile rite..

hmm dun like to see u so sad and bothered and stressed out..really hope u feel better soon. its not the end of the world..when one door closes, another opens..theres still many routes for u to take..of cos u will feel sian abt the results but must try to be optimistic k? i'll be there to help u along if u allow me to..jia you~ enjoy ur cycling trip later(:

2006-02-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

i think im seriously mad. just awhile ago i was saying how i felt strangely happy today..awhile later,its back to the emotional rollercoaster again.sigh just read his fren's blog,and well..just wanted to tell her this..although i dun noe u..i kinda feel tt i do a little frm the way u feel now.ha well,this feeling obviously sucks..im feeling really lousy but i guess u do too..seeing how u're gd frens wif him and her..and having to watch him win her heart slowly and probably ending up together..guess im in no position to encourage ppl or comfort them,but still..i do hope u are able to straighten out ur thoughts and attain a peace of mind(:

hmm even though i dun see it happening personally[him trying to win her over],i noe it is happening and this is really a huge blow to me..sigh no matter how i cry,scream,get hysterical or run to the ends of the world for him..i know he will nvr turn back..but why izzit tt i just cant seem to follow my head and be rationa-getting over him this very instant and moving on wif my life..instead,there is a huge part of me that still hopes tt maybe..someday..things wld get back to how it used to be?hmm i noe ppl are probably laughing at my foolishness and stupidity,but still..wat can i say..just like how he is trying to walk into her heart,im trying to walk back into his life slowly..there are many obstacles along the way,but with the little amount of strength i have left,im going to try to overcome them one by one...

2006-02-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

hmm..today was a pretty normal day..lol ponned math lecture as usual..but this time we werent so lucky!!! we got caught in the canteen by this stupid teacher la..made us write our names down and he said he gonna tell our c.t..lol but heng our c.t is nice la,somemore we told him we were studying for his test(: *just pray hard he doesnt inform our math tutor!! think he already got bad impression of me as ''tt girl who is always sian sian in klaz'' haha mm oh did pe today and it was rather fun.lol we learnt to do triple jumps(: hop.step and land! haha simple as that. hehe ok lar easy only if u do it the noob way and dun really jump very far..haha aft pe, wk,jc and i decided to do our make up pe..8 rounds around the track k! can die man..lol but i feel so happy aft finishing it..cos i feel the fats gettin burnt away..yEaH! (= hmm slacked at the sports com for an hour plus toking crap then went for dinner at bedok centre wif wk and jc..yep normal day but i feel strangely happy..smth which i dun feel tt often lately..

hmm tmr is the release of A level results..just wanna wish ya gd luck k! dun worry too much..i noe u can do it(: